The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

didn't went to sch todae.
as i having a bit fever
when i woke up my cheek was red cn.
den check my temprature 38.9
i was having fever & flu lor.

haiz. sadded.
den msg laogong told him i am having fever.
den ltr he ask my fveer ok liao mah den i said drop a few degree nia.
den he ask mie go see doc
i said dun wan.
den took some panadol eat
den went back to slp.

den when i woke up i check my temprature 37.6
weets my fever ok liao happy.
bt i having flu nw.
den went out wib shirley & darling jus nw.
went plaza slack.

klass 3H MALAY GERL SUX.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 20 dae
ILOVEYOU laogong
muck

xoxo,

continue upload sat de pic.
haiz lesson todae was dame boirng.
haiz.
todae late for sch lor.WTH.
den gt spot check sia. luckily i hide my phone.

after dat PE weets.
no need to retake de 2.4km run as all de gerls go beg MR SOH nod to let us run.
den help de guy take timing & see weather they gt cheat.
boohoo. i kanan bully by one sec one guy his my gan kor de bro.
he so stupid go pull my hair till dame messy.
i go tel his bro. i dunno wad thing will happen wor. OPPS...

after recess
actually my mood was dame gd.
ad english lesson wnet toilet den i cried.
i cried for no reason cn?
WTH. xin gan ask mie y i suddenly cry.
i oso dunno how to tel her lor.
i said if wan to noe de reason go ask my listneing ear. keke..
xin gan said suddenly mood dame gd den ad de end bad mood.
haiz i reali dunno.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 19 dae together x33
ILOVEYOU laogong x33
haiz laogong sori for nod mag eu todae after sch cause i gt dentist appointment.
haiz i reali hope eu dun angry wib mie.
IMISSYOU laogong x33

xoxo,

todae woke up ad 11+
went celebrate baobei de birthday
den went prepared to go out.
went lot 1 wib lee bin, yok chan
went there took neoprint & buy ear stick.
den went PS find jasline, viven,shi hui, pamela & pei yi.
den reach liao go the cathay watch ALONE.
OMG de show dame fcuking scary cn.
den took bus back to bp den went mac buy food eat.
den baobei & laopo cum my hse use com.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI BAOBEI X33
upload summore pic next time.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 17 dae.
ILOVEYOU BOI x33
laogong cn eu dun anyhow think.
i dun have any new boyfriend cn.

y dun eu trust mie.
haiz wadever i do eu won trust mie anymore.
wadever i said eu oso won listen de.
wadever eu do eu oso neber even think how i feel den eu do it de.
haiz.
i cried de whole nite thinking if eu still love mie?
if eu still love mie y eu dun trsut mie ad all?
haiz.
i have change already.
i no longer lyk de past already. carnt eu see de diffrence between de past mie & de present mie?
haiz

xoxo,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI BAOBEI X33

todae went out wib laogong, xu de kor & alvin.
den we went timah.
they went there play pool.
i was dame bored cn.
den went there for our dinner.
den my eye keep blinking as i noe sumthing bad will happen.
den suddenly one guy he frm thailand de.
den he go take 4 glass bottle den ask laogong they all wad they wan.
they dunno y suddenly cum tio wib laogong they all lor.
eek de thailand gerl dame fcuking log lor.
she make her skrit dame fcuking short infront of laogong they all den dat gerl diao mie wth.
feel lyk slaping dat gerl cn. ltr i dig her eye out den she noe ahahs. den i diao dat gerl back.
dunno wad de stupid guy said to laogong they all cause their english dame sux cn carnt understand wad the hell they toking abt lor. dat guy wan to beat laogong liao leh den they humji lor pt glass bottle ad de table.
dat guy: eu all wan go den go, wan stay den stay.
laogong they all: tis is singapore leh nod thailand leh.
dat guy: i noe here singapore i dun mind sent back to thailand de.
den we all go liao.
de ad bus-stop. laogong they all dame angry lor.
they plan to go buy knife den den go back find them.
bt end up neber go as we went back panjang.
den slack ad blk 604.

chat ad msn wib zhi chen UNCLE our conversation was....
zc: ah soh..
mie: uncle...
zc: eu go market sell meat lah?
mie:你好不到那去. go sell newspaper lah.
zc: eu oso go sell ur vegetable lah.
mie: go sell,newspaper lyk *** *** <>
den went offline & my last word was BYE BYE UNCLE.hahas.
dame funnie lor our convesation.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 16 dae.
ILOVEYOU laogong.
i miss eu tons.
TIONGXIM derek chua x33

xoxo,

haiz dame fcuking piss off lor nw.
haiz i reali angry wib dat stupid guy
he dame one lor.
keep beating mie. summore his pencil make until my hand gt blood sia.
fcuk.
i hate him lah?
he sux cn.

weets.. ltr get to see laogong le wor.
happy. laogong i miss eu alot alot cn.
weets. hehe. den n ite i continue blogging loves.

xoxo,

OMG i flunk my 2.4 km run.
Omg mus re run again tml.
i have running lah?
goin to pon tml PE lesso. its a mayb niz.

i cried in klass todae cn.
i miss him too much liao laogong.
haiz wed den cn see eu sad sad.
nth to paost abt todae ahahs.
den stupid yong teck keep disiao mie cn keep on saying mie nose drop.
den he big head arh? hahas.
den joshua kol brian emoboi as ad chinese lesson he lay down den joshua said dun be emo lah emo boi we ad there laugh cn.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 13 dae.
ILOVEYOU derek chua le xiang forever

xoxo,

its been soo long since i blog.
everything seem to be normal again i reali hope he will change for mie?

20 07 07 fri

todae went out wib laogong, xu de, alvin, nuer & mani more
went bukit timah have our lunch there
den went play pool dame boring lor.
see them play. den de stupid uncle kol mie & nuer go out as we are still under 16
den wen acc jeffery go smoke den went back in again.
den after dat went dunno wad pub arh?
den they play pool ad there
den one uncle beri gd cn treat us coke hahas.
den 10 + went hme ahahs. dame it my phone kana confiscted.

21 o7 o7 sat

slept till 11+ woke up msg laogong
den went bath den 1+ go my grandma hse
weets gt new num liao won be giving anyone unless they wanted it.
den reach grandma hse ad 2+ den sit sit ad there wait for all my cousin to cum

den kol laogong pei him tok tok den he went to work

den fall alsleep ad my grandma room den woke up ad 6+
dame all my cousin neber cum.
den went to my grandma de new hse see den gt one of daddi & grandma frenz cum oso mah
den they gt one son he study ad AES same sch as laogong den daddi said dat guy look lyk laogong in dun think it look lyk laogong lor.. lols.
den went back hme watch vcd dat borrow frm my uncle.
watch step up & high school musical.
both show beri nice cn bt step up more nicer keke XD

22 o7 o7 sun
plan to go out wib lee bin mei they all de as lee bin mei wan go mit her hubby ad vivo.
bt end up i neber turn up sori leh mei mei.
den 2+ went timah wib laogong, alvin & xu de kor.
den see them play pool.
OMG i eat too much todae?
i getting fatter as dame goes by arr...
i dun wan to be fat i goin to have diet soon.
den ad nite 7+ went jurong point wib alvin & laogong.
den alvin dunno settle wad thing wib my nuer lor as they are stead.
den they started qurreal wib each other.
haiz they waste dame lots of time cn?
7+ tok cn tok till 10+ lor
dame du lan waib alvin lor.
den i went to one place sit down alone
laogong still toking to his frenz. den saw alvin & neur ad there run here & there.
den alvin regret wad he did to her? den dunno laogong saw mie den he started saying mie.
he said dat he's looking for mie everywhere. he tot i was playing hid & seek wib him ahahs. he cute lah.. he tot of goin to de informaton counter to fnd mie eu noe using de mic hahas.
he told mie how worried is him finding de whole shopping jus for mie.
i almost cried cn. i realise how important i'm to him. SORI LAOGONG FOR MAKING EU WORRIED FOR MIE.. den ad nite on9 den xin fa di msn mie said he saw mie ad timah wib my bf. i was lyk shock cn. hahas.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 12 dae
ILOVEYOU boi.
i treasure & love eu oways.
TIONGXIM derek chua le xiang forever x33

xoxo,

haiz.
nowadyas life is totally nod same anymore.
haiz
i reali dunno wad he thinking.
i am sad ok.
haiz
i wonder if he still love mie?
i wonder how do i live without him in my life?
all i wan is ur love.
i dun wan anything more.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 9 dae.
i love eu forever boi
TIONGXIM derek chua

xoxo,

haiz.
i simply hate my father.
i reali beri sad nw cn. haiz.
he scolded him for no fcuking reason.
& i dunno wtf he thinking nw.
i reali dun wan to lose eu boi.
i wan our relationship to last.
hope everything will be normal.

no mood to blog anymore.
in my life i onli wan you my boi
DEREK CHUA
i dun wan anything more.
i jus wan him. no matter wad i will oways love him forever.
mayb tis fri i will run home?
its onli a mayb i ahte my father lots.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 8 dae.
will tis be de last dae we've been together?
i hope nod i reali wan our relationship to last.

xoxo,

haiz life is dame boring.
haiz i reali dunno wad his thinking cn?
i promise eu i won leave eu unless eu wanted.
i reali hope eu willing to change jus for mie
i dun wan to be hurt anymore.
i am sick & tired to shed tears anymore.
i willing to change for eu?
bt will eu change for mie?
i reali dunno. i reali beri sad nw.
i dun wan any empty promise anymore.
i wan to be wib eu forever.
TIONGXIM derek chua x33

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 7 dae x33
i dun wan eu to leave mie either i leave eu.
i reali love eu nw.
frm de start i neber regret to be wib eu.
i wanna be wib eu forever.

xoxo,

todae totally no mood cn.
haiz.
everything seem to be soo different between us.
eu dosen't seem to trust mie ad all lor.
haiz
in my heart there onli eu.
i will be wib eu till de dae eu reali wan leave mie.
haiz.
everytime i msg eu
eu dun even care to reply mie.
i dun wan hear any hurtful word frm eu anymore.
i wan all de hurtful word frm eu to stop.
every nite i cried jus for eu. i dun wan to shed any tears for eu
i wan to be happy wib eu i dun wan to be sad.
hope everything will be okay.
i wan to last wib eu i dun wan to be hurt, i dun wan to lose eu boi.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 5 dae together
i reali dun wan to end our relationship soo fast.

label: hurt & sad =(

xoxo,

life is m fcuking bring for mie cn.
haiz.
ytd have show o see cn.
hahas. dunno gt wad daiji arh?
de they fight hahas
ytd went out wib laogong to celebrate our 8 month annivesary.

we went bukit timah to play pool.
we play till 7+ b
den went back panjang
went buy food eat
den go alvin hse slack.

mie & laogong had been together for 8 month 1 dae.
i jus love you boi

xoxo,

life is jus dame boring for mie nowdays.
aww i lost my voice. i nw tok till lyk dunno how to said lor. boo hoo.
todae neber attend sch as i tok till beri soft nobody cn hear.
i wan my voice back kkz.

ytd after sch went greenridge shopping central ot have my lunch wib gerlfriend.
den went after eating left mie, xin gan laopo.
we walk go hme. den we sit ad xin gan de blk downstair tok abt our xin shi.
den they suddenly ask mie i gt alot of xin shi neber tel them rite.
den i tel them i dun have any xin shi.
den tehy said its obvious dat i have alot of xin shi.
den suddenly gt one police kol mie ask mie where is my nuer.
cause she run home for mani days liao. how i noe where de hell is my nuer arh? -.-
den after hanging up de phone den xin gan wan go liao den left mie & laopo.
i told her all my xin shi den she tel mie too.
i almost cried kkz.

mie & laogong had been together for 7 month 11 dae.
weets tml our 8 month annivesary.
laogong cn eu dun treat mie soo cold.
i dun wan hear any hurtful word frm eu anymore.
i jus wan eu.& 我不想失去你

不在乎有没有以后

爱你是活着的理由
紧紧的抱住跟你有关的一切

包括想着你的心痛

我们还有没有以后

牵着手幸福的以后

在你的心中

千万记得还有我

永远守着我的承诺.

labels: your uncontional loves.

xoxo,

I HATE MY FATHER...

ytd went to my grandma hse.
den nuer de marmie keep asking mie alot of question cn.
den after dat 10+ went find nuer.
den half way she pang seh mie fcuk.

den plan to on ad my frenz hse de.
fcuk daddi last min said annot wth.
i hate my father lah.
den ad hme keep kaobei here & there.
den he go kol laogong.
haiz dunno WTH hell he tok to him lor.
after dat i kol laogong.
he told mie wad daddi said to him.
i cried eu noe.
i admit dat i mad ok...
den laogong told mie dat in de first he shouldn't wib mie.
we almost break up kkz.

i cried de whole nite & i dat time reali dunno wad i am doin ok.
i do sumthing reali dame stupid. i almost open de window & end my life.
i told laogong i cannot afford to lose him. i told him all de thing i keep to myself for soo long.

i told him i cannot afford to lose him.
he's de one dat give mie happines, make mie happy when i am down & he's de one dat make mie fall in love wib him deeply. he's de one dat make mie noe wad is true love. i real cannot afford to lose him. i wan tis relatioship to last long.
if my father think dat if eu leave mie i will be happy i dun think soo.
i won be happy as lyk de past. if he leave mie i dunno wad i will do. mayb i will end my life too.
ytd i second time hear laogong cried i cried too. he kol mie to be a gd gerl when he leave mie. i won be a gd gerl, i won listen to my father. i would rather end my life.
bt nw everything ok liao.
i beg laogong nod to leave mie kkz. i reali wan him by my side. his my everything.
i willing to give up anything jus for him. i willing to end my life jus for him if he leave mie.

mie & laogong had been together 7 month 9 dae.
laogong i noe we have been through thick & thin to be together.
laogong i reali hope eu will remember de promise eu make to mie.
i hope there won be empty promise anymore.
its nod ur fault ad all kkz. laogong i dun wan eu blame urself anymore kkz.
ILOVEYOU' wib all my heart.

xoxo,

o9/o7 sunday

its been soo long since i blog.

went out wib laogong & his family.
went bedok den laogong de marmie buy alot of thing.
den nite 10 + went hme.
den laogong marmie gave mie mango & cherry to bring hme.
thanx alot laogong de marmie. XD

1o/o7 monday
went out wib marmie, jie jie & my bor.
went causeway point watch transformer.
de show last abt 2 hour +
bt i worth to watch man.
den 6+ went marina square find nuer they all.
den took bus back to panjang.

den reach hme father kaobei mei again WTH.

12/o7 wednesday
went out wib laogong, nuer & alvin.
we went to hougang mall.
den walk walk den eat.
den after walking ad hougang mall we went hougang plaza.
there sell lots of hello kitty stuff OMG. i broght myself a hello kitty clip. nuer broght two of it.
den on de way back to MRT there. my leg de dame pain den laogong piggy back mie to MRT station there. XD

13/o7 thursday
went out wib my sisiter.
went lot1 de kbox.
laopo & baobei go hme & change
den mie, xin gan & laolan mei went kbox first.
de mie & xin gan keep on singign & singing.
dame happy lor.
den laopo & baobei cum liao.
den video laopo singing hahas.
den we zi lian wib my phone. keke.

14/o7 friday
went out wib laogong, alvin,xu de kor , nuer, two of nuer de frenz & guo ping
OMG i make laogong angry.

we all de way slack ad panjang
he neber tok to mie for awhile.

went plaza wib nuer & two of her frenz.
den nite we walking hme den saw sum west spring student which laogong noe de.
den went carpark tok tok den police cum tio screening again fcuk.
den screen finish liao den went slack ad blk 6o4
there gt mei, alvin, xu de kor, guo ping , nuer & mie.
den after dat dunno gt two person cum.
den sent them hme first den slack under blk liao dunno suddenly head pain pain den see everything blur blur de.
den laogong piggy back mie hme..

mie & laogong had been together for 3 week 5 dae.
4 more dae to our 1 month annversary.

IJUSTLOVEderek chua
laogong eu are my forever love.
i vowed dat i won leave eu or eu leave mie anymore.
i jus wan eu.
i feel beri bless when i wib eu

i missing eu nw.
i miss de time eu piggy back mie.
eu are de first one whu cn piggy back mie.
i wan tis moment to last till forever.
i love eu laogong.

xoxo,

its been soo since i last blog.
let mie tel eu wan happen nowadays.

29/o6
went out wib laogong. alvin nuer & one of nuer de frenz
den all ppl mit ad my hse.
den went mit xu de kor
den reach cck den xu de pang seh us go find his frenz .
den left laogong, alvin, mie & nuer.
we went caueway point.
den laogong kol mie & nuer go walk walk first .
den we went took a neoprint first
den go see gt wad nice earring den plan to buy for laogong de.
bt nbm. went gift a name shop. intend to make a keychine dat hang on de phone wib mie & his name de bt i nod enough money. den buy one heart de keychine for laogong. nuer oso buy for alvin. bt her one is pink mine is red. den laogong brought mie a pink minnie mouse soo cute cn.
den after dat we went blk 6o4 slack.

30/o6

mie & nuer 2+ go plaza mac wait fro alvin till beri long
den slack ad 172 de playground
den sent nuer to take cab den headed hme
den 6+ went to my grandma hse.
nuer oso gt cum mah?
den ad nite we went back hme. by mrt
mie & nuer mit alvin ad mac there.
wow dat time i sibei du lan wib alvin lor. i hate waiting cn.
den sumthing bad have happen. mie & laogong almost break up.
i cried & cried. den went hme my hp no batt le carnt reply his msg.
den laogong kol my hse phone i listen den daddi plan to scold him de leh.
i hang up de phone he go anyhow beat mie fcuk I HATE MY FATHER.

den i kol laogong explain to him wad happen while toking to him i cried till dunno how to said lor.
he ask mie wad happen. he said he too harsh dat time soo he ask for break up de. bt nw ok liao.
laogong i reali hope eu won be too harsh again le wor. i dun wan to leave eu neither do i wan eu to leave mie.

o2/o7
todae i skip tution klass.
den 12+ went find laogng ad his hse.
fcuk my jeans all wash den b bian wear dress.
i plan to waer a skirt & t-shirt de bt dun match leh.
soo my final decision is wear full dress .
den wear go find laogong.
den he still slping cn. he soo pig.
den he hepl mie open door den went to his room den he sleep again.
den after dat 2+ went out wib laogong , his bro, his sister & his parent.
went bedok, den went hougang mall. went hougang mall for our dinner.
laoogong de parent treat mie his marmie oso gave mie a mango & cherry to broght hme give my marmie they all eat. weets finally have manogo to at weets. A BIG THANK YOU TO LAOGONG DE MARMIE & DADDI. i reali do enjaoy goin out wib them cn they are soo crappy hehe. laogong said i wear dress or skirt look soo lyk lady i wear jeans nod look soo lyk lady . he still said i wear dress or skirt neber behave lyk beri rough wear dress or skirt behave soo gental den he said i wear jeans behave lyk beri rough & nod sooo gental. boohoo. so i plan when i go out wib him i wear skirt or dress. when goin out wib fren wear jeans keke...

mie & laogong had been together for 2 weeks 7 days.
boi i vowed to myself dat i won leave eu neither eu leave mie alone.
i wan we last till de end. i wan eu to my everything.
we cannot be sepreted. TIONGXIM laogong & laopo.

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
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