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I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE...

27/06/09
went over to bring botak girl..
after dat took cab back to botak girl house :D
den he get prepared all this & off to my grandma place.
eat all this & off to meet botak girl sister..
went to marina intend to catch moive but all full
den we went plaza sing.. all movie full need wait till 2+ den we never watch.
den we went marina barrage to look at stars & see ppl fly kite.. botak girl keep entertaning us with his LAME joke..
so we went bishan prawn fishing.. many ppl so never so we went west coast there play bowling.. hahas.. very long since i last play bowling.. end up i keep losing hahas :D den we have our supper after bowling & off back to botak girl house.. stupid him.. keep calling mie BOY.. so i intend to call him GIRL hahas :D

28/06/09
woke up ad 3+ i think..
Den get prepared all this & off to sembawang with his parent for dinner.
Den after eating went pasar malam awhile. den went BPP was planning to rent disc back but de show we wan no more le. den went to 7 -11 to buy my lil miss key chin.. den get my mac furry.. den off to botak girl house.
watch FIRDAY THE 13TH at funshion with botak girl..
den off we went to slp.. he keep asking mie can he dota all this.. edn up he very clever.. coax mie to slp first den i fake fake fall asleep den noe i fake slp den he do something very funny make mie laugh.. stupid him hahas :D den after dat he have his way to coax mie to slp.. den i fall asleep i still can hear his voice all this.. errr..

29/06/08
den he woke up he get prepared den he went bus stop meet his fren.. he dun allow mie to sent him in.. nvm.. den reach home fall asleep so tired he reach his camp call mie all this.. he still told mie he eat mac before went in.. den i kp at him tell him never bring mie go eat.. he promise mie this week he book out den bring mie go eat... he still ask mie permission to go out with his campmate. so funny.. den he told his fren go lan play dota den i said him CHILDISH hahas..
den i tel him we must less less quarrel allthis den he told mie ok hahas :D but hope really there won be any quarrel liao.. I HATE IT OK.... i tel him dun be too xiao qi oso ltr become lao gong gong hahas :D he laugh with mie too..

i still waiting ...

wishlist updated...

xoxo,

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I GONNA GIVE IN....

i have delete de post i perviously post..
have patch thing up with botak bee le...

but i does wonder
does he still ever love mie??
but i really does hurt to see him saying mie CRAZY...
& i really HATE him scolding all those vulgar word out...

does he noe my feeling..
ok i noe i'm softhearted.. i give in this time again...
hais...

our quarrel start out lyk this
starting he called mie we was ok joke around with each other.
after he bath come out he called mie
de war start...
i answer de phone.. de sound & voice totally different from botak bee.
dat guy sound lyk malaysia guy.. den i keep said hello very loud & alot of time but still no sound of his voice.. i ask dat person who is he de person no respond..
den i hang up..
i call him back now finally his voice i ask mie wad i doin & he told mie he keep say hello i never respond him.. den i tel him i oso keep said hello den i told him i never hear ur voice instead i hear other ppl voice.
den he said nvm lah go do ur thing lah den hang up.. wth.. den i msg him..
we started to quarrel all this den all his vulgar word all come out..
tears start to roll down.. hais.. den keep call him hang up my phone fuck_|_
i totally very angry & msg him telling him i wont give in this time. & he said who wan you give in siao & vulgar word.. hais... it hurt mie even more when he siad i CRAZY......... hais...
so after awhile i give in again... & he attitude mie back again wth...
fine.. den i call him up & he answer..

after everything we ok le.. hais..

he keep quarreling with mie make mie even think more on de negative side..
sometime he treat mie dame sweet sometime he treat mie not so sweet. hais..
i dunno what de hell is he thinking.. & still does he still love mie lyk before.. i just simply want to noe de truth dat all......

i feel lyk asking him this..
touch ur heart & think what i have done to you all
does good time we had together,
trying to make you happy & put a smile on ur face everyday, when you having fever looking after you de whole night & have a lil bit of sleep, rushing down to get kool fever pad for you, trying my best to be ur best girlfriend, every quarrel we quarrel does vulgar come out from you i tolerate..

i never ask for more from you..
just a simple THANK YOU & ur sweet talk, ur caring from you will do..
but what i get in de end..
ur scolding, your stupid attitude..
i noe i was in de wrong to hang up just lyk dat.. but is it wrong to hang up a call which de person is not you?

hais nvm.. what past is already past...
I WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP TO LAST THAT WHY I GIVING IN ALL TIME
but i hope he won't take it for granted..
it talk two hand to clap & two person to build up a strong relationship..

but i jus sense that i am de only person keeping this relationhsip going & build up this relationship strong?

Hopefully my sense is wrong bah... :)

xoxo,

I REPAINT MY LEG COLOUR WHEN I AM BORED

YOUR LOVE IS ALL I WANT...

didn't went to work as i feel so unwell..
went lot 1 with sis to meet buyer den went shop around..
& i brought myself archie comic :D

was msging all the way with botak bee..
he woke mie up again..
he today dunno wad happen eat too much honey already sweet talk with mie all de way... hahas...
* pray hard. * nothing gonna happen to botak bee & hope he can come out :D

read de news paper dat a few SAF guy got de swine flu..
*pray hard* botak bee wont get that virus...
i dun wan him to get sick anymore..
see him suffer make my heart really ach..

i still waiting boy...

xoxo,

HAVE OUR OWN KIDS IN FUTURE

HAVE A PET DOG....

TO MARRIED WITH YOU.. & BE UR WIFE TO BE...

I DRAW A BEST HEART WHENEVER I THINK OF YOU...

bee called & told mie some bad news hais..
was kind of worried + sad..
worried is that in his camp not de same bunk got 1 guy have H1N1 worried for botak bee lah..
sad= dunno he will come out or get confinment
hais... no wonder my left eye keep twitching...

hopefully he wont get dat virus & wont get any confinment

today work was okok.. not many customer..
tml have work again shag... no choice jus for de sake of $..
hahas...
botak wake mie up again hahas :D
how i noe he waiting for mie to wake up hahas :D
he still said wake up never tel him..
how i noe when & wad time he have all his training all this..
he only tel mie free can use phone tel mie...

took mrt back hme..
jus to acc stella gossip hahas :D & listening to her how she & her bf stuff..
i am so so hungry ok..
when reach my station went to minimart buy tibits & home...
hahas.. I GONNA GAIN BACK MY WEIGHT SOON :S boy faster ask mie married you... =.=

i still waiting boy...
without your support i can't do anything....

xoxo,

this is de big hello kitty bear botak bee gave mie

all the bear that botak bee gave mie

In school, I was taught a lesson then given a test. In life, I was given a test then I learn a lesson that how to treasure someone i love....

today woke up get prepared all this.. den off to KKH for my check up..
hais.. it turn out to be negative again.. :(
i totally out of de mood ok hais...
i have to go through al this thing all over again & leave a new scar hais...
20 july will be de day i have my operation all over again hais...

i dun wan to do all this anymore...
SOMEONE PLEASE KILL MIE.
i dun wan poke needle on my hand anymore...

this time no more botak bee around to wait for mie & support mie anymore..
on that day he is inside camp..
unless he take MC lor hahas :D but i dun think he will bah...

okok enough of all that...

bee called in de morning he wake mie up again hahas :D
he still said mie again PIG..
den he 2+ call mie again.. he said WA FINALLY YOU WAKE UP LE ARH... TOT YOU SLP TILL NIGHT TIME DEN WAKE UP i was lyk =.=
den i tell him i got appointment at 4.20 how to slp long :D:D:D
bee oso tel mie he goin get his army shirt & short for mie :D

den after all de check up make appoinment all this have dinner at kopitiam..
i was called to wear a mask as i having flu & cough...
at first was plannng to go bugis with sis
end up too late liao never go..
ARRRRR... I CURVING FOR MAC LAH....

was telling botak bee dat i wan watch movie...
so i ask him on friday he book out wan go watch movie?
den he said ok he wan watch transformer & land of the lost
Den i told him i wan watch drag mie to hell & ghost of gf past..
den said ok den we watch all show in 1 day.. lol=.=
den he said i pay all.. i told him i also heaven get my pay.
Den he said see how lah hahas :D

now he off to slp throwing mie alone... errrrr.
tml & thur i will be working

I WANT FASTER 30 JUNE= PAYDAY
FRIDAY= BOTAK BEE BOOK OUT :)

I WANT TO GO SHOPPING FOR CLOTH :D

boy i am still waiting still...
i dun wan do all this alone...

xoxo,

WHERE HAVE MY 3 GIRLS GONE TOO...
IMISSTHEM LAH ... :)

I MISS BOTAK BEE ALOT....

today whole day rotting at home can..
but bee today is quite free he call mie most of the time..
but his timing is wrong lah.. i still sleeping :)
he still said mie PIG.. idoit.. gonna whack his butt already :D
den in de evening.. lee bin call mie go jog with them.. i tel her they go jog i dun wan jog..
Den she dame wad lor.. still said i FAT mus jog more later become more FAT..
den nvm since i nothing to do den go lor..
reach le.. end up we never jog is walk 1 big round hahas :D
talking & gossiping...
den acc them eat den off i went home..
all de way talking with my MR BOTAK BEE till i reach hme... :D

i am still waiting still..
boy, faster come out lah....
i want bully you :X

xoxo,

如果我變成回憶...

Friday...
when over woodland to meet botak bee sis de bf..
den he bring he over to bring his sis from her work place & off to bring botak bee..
we can't go in de ferry place to bring him.. so we waited for him to call & tel him where are we..
so we waited near de park.. see lots of aeroplane hahas:D
den botak bee call..
he ask his sir where we can bring them.. his sir said MRT..=.=
den we waited for him ad MRT.. while waiting i keep look outside
den his sis said dat he wave ad her hahas..
den he came in de van.. OMG.. he totally change alot ok.. he become darker...
he having fever too... hais D: his fever so weird de ok.. went up & down de...
hahas.. den i keep said him have H1N1 hahas.. cause he have all de thing expect flu hahas... i stay over ad his place.. i switch off all his fan, close his window den after awhile he sweat & his fever went down.. den we both fall asleep.. den suddenly he feel cold he cover himself with all de blanket so i check his tempurture fever back again.. so i have to pls him to at his medicine if not he wont eat.. he jus too stubborn.. den he eat le he went slp.. but no matter wad i do his fever wont go down.. so i alone run to bankit 7-elevne to buy de ice cooler thing to paste on his forehead.. den he take all de bed.. so nvm i slp on de floor.. i take his fan blow mie & not him.. cover his whole body with his blanket.. den i fall asleep he wake mie up again.. but i jus too hot lah.. so nvm i take my mini fan out to blow.. but no use leh... so i went to his living room slp.. he came out find mie.. his fever finally went down... he call mie go in de room slp.. den i went in he hug mie very tight ok i ask him why he said later eu went missing again..=.= i at there laugh.. den i talk to him half way he fall asleep hahas...

SATURDAY....
ytd i manage to fall asleep ad 4+
today woke up by botak bee ad 9+
den thomas call him said meet 10.30 at fajar..
den he go bath while i still sleeping hahas..
den we went out ad 10.20 hahas.. yuanting,thomas,kurt & shihui reach le mie & botak bee was late...
so went withdraw money all this den went fajar buy water all this den kurt uncle bring us to ZOO with his lorry.. so kurt & shihui was sitting infront mie, botak bee, yuanting & thomas sit ad de back.. wa.. de wind so big can.. make our hair so messy... den reach le buy ticket all this... dame my camera can... take almost all de pic so bright.. so de whole day using my phone camera & yuanting camera take pic..
so we went in see all those animal..
we walk to almost all the part to see every animal..
we oso went to see does animal show... hahas
so we settle down ad KFC to eat...
after dat continue to walk around... had a lil tiff with botak bee...
hais.. i tried alot of time to hold back my tears & try to talk to him he jus simply dun even care to talk to mie or come hong mie.. so nvm... i sit ad de chir i cried ok..
he still never even come take a look ad mie.. _|_
nvm since he dun wan talk to mie den i never talk to him lor..
until when we waiting for kurt mother to bring us back saw botak bee sit de road side.. he lyk very xin ku lyk dat so i went over to talk to him... errrrrr.... dame why i am always de one losing & so soft hearted...... forget it when i talk to him he show his stupid attitude again... den when we went up de lorry.. den we ok le..
he talk to mie i talk to him... && stupid mie ok i am de one who aplogies to him first den he apologise back to mie.... after dat went to mac to slack & talk.. de three guys keep talking abt theirt army life all this while mie, yuanting & shihui find our own topic talk.. hahas.. but suddenly we talk about goin oversea together at end of the year hahas :D den we talk abt which contury we go before hahas..
9+ went over to botak bee place.. when he started to play mahjong den i start to show my black face again.. cause i noe i gonna be bored... after awhile he came in de room & find mie.. hahas... den he get prepared & off to my place.. after bathing i jus cant get myself to slp.. so i disturb botak bee.. lucky he never drink his cough medicine if not he sure fall asleep immidiatly.. so mie & botak bee have a heart to heart talk.. tell him how i gone through this 2 weeks.. den i told him i got nobody tot urn to when he is inside all this den i suddenly cried so he came over my bed & hug mie den suddely his tears drop on my cheek hahas.. den i tel him i next time dun wan to start any topic talk wait eu to find a topic to talk.. i tel him i noe wad eu wan said already said in de mac with de guys le.. he said still heaven finish.. but some part he can't said out to them of not sure will very shy wan... onli mie & his sergent noe wad happen hahas.. i bet he MISS ME alot inside & HIS FAMILY MEMEBER... && we both manage to slp ad 3+

SUNDAY...
woke up by botak bee again.. den i felt so sleepy can.. but he allow mie to slp more hahas.. so he listen to him mp4 & play his phone game.. i was awake by daddy voice.. he brought china phone for himself... den he wan try take pic for mummy & my lil bro.. den i heard my father talking.. he said show ur teeth lah.. won't see ur teeth de lah.. to both mummy & my lil bro.. mie & bee at de room laugh.. daddy goin out asking if we wan follow... but no time lah.. he need to go hme ad 4 to get ready all his stuff.. end up never follow them.. so they went out went over bee bed to listen his song den i fall asleep while he use com..
he came in off his mp4 den i am awake get prepared & off to BPP to hvae our lunch & bought daddy a POLO TEE for father day present..
den went over bee's place get his stuff ready & off to pasir ris..
while he waiting for his camp mate went buy a mini fan for bee to bring into camp.. den went pasar malam.. saw a big big hello kitty bear.. bee brought it for mie.. hahas.. I LOVE HIM... he noe i love hello kitty so much... :D :D :D does who noe mie will noe :D
den his fren come le i went off le.. took mrt back..

i am still waiting boy.......
this post gonna post with alot of pic...

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes

yuantingLOVE A girl who is like a big sister to me in my eye. Be there for me when i need a listening ear :) be it good time s& bad time she is always love by me <3

shirleyFATFAT A girl who been through with me for 7 years+, she is lyk my 2nd bf been tolerating my attitude & nonsense :) even though we might not meet up dat often but i still love her & no one can replace her <3

janiceBBles A girl who been there to listen to all my nonsense, who tolerate my irritating character, been there for me to listen to me when i cry talking craps & nonsense together. forever she will be my BB 25 oct 2010 we been togetehr hahas love her lots <3