The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

todae went out wib hubby.
my mood was gd todae.
went cine wib hubby, xu de kor & alvin.
saw pei yi laopo, pamela SCB, cheryl aiai, yok chan bestiie & lee bin boyfriend.
so qiao cn. hahahs.
after cine walk to ps while walking it started raining.

after went cine went ang mo kio hub.
walk walk awhile. had dinner over there.
took bus back hme. in de bus hubby tok to mie abt his future. hahas.

reach hme. kol hubby.
haiz qurreal wib him again. all beacause lee bin boyfriend kol mie.
haiz. he said wad i contact boy. wth...
haiz. mayb he no longer trust mie anymore?

mie & hubby had been together for 10 month 17 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

Meaning of Number of Roses:
- 1 Rose ~Love at the first sight; you are the one

- 2 Roses ~Mutual love between both, deeply in love with one another

- 3 Roses ~I love you

- 6 Roses ~ I wanna be yours

- 7 Roses ~I'm infatuated with you

- 9 Roses ~An Eternal love, together as long as we live

- 10 Roses~ You are perfect

- 11 Roses~ You are my treasured one; the one I love most in my life

- 12 Roses ~Be my steady

- 13 Roses ~Secret Admirer

- 15 Roses ~I am truly sorry, please forgive me

- 20 Roses ~Believe me, I am sincere towards you

- 21 Roses ~I am devoted to you

- 24 Roses ~Can't stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday

- 33 Roses ~Saying "I love you" with great affection

-36 Roses ~I will remember our romantic moments

- 40 Roses ~My love for you is genuine

- 50 Roses~ Regretless love, this is

- 99 Roses~ I will love you for as long as I live

-100 Roses ~ Harmoniously together in a century; remaining devoted as couple till ripe-old age

- 101 Roses ~You are my one and only love

- 365 Roses ~Can't stop thinking about you, each and everyday

- 999 Roses ~Everlasting and Eternal love

26 o9 o7 wednesday.
went out wib hubby & xu de kor.
went old woodland change my short as its too small for mie.
den went celebrate mooncake festival wib hubby , xu de kor & xu yi.
ahahas. they use spakle to make rocket. LOL.
den 10 + reach hme.
kol him on de phone. haiz had a qurreal.
y carnt he forget de past?
y does he still wan mention de past?haiz.

27 o9 o7 thursday.
tml english paper.12.45 end sch sial.
lesson was so boring dat i fall asleep in math lesson.
cried in class todae while listening to my song.
haiz. i first time cried so jialet in class sial. nonstop.
den i wan throw away thing.
listening ear ask mie wad happen i said nth haiz.
den went on9 wan tok to listening ear he neber on9 wth.

attention: unknown frm my tag is nod here to spam de hahas . is they nth better to do go disiao mie using unknown name.

mie & hubby had been together for 10 month 16 dae
ILOVEYOU;

label: 我爱你，但也恨你。。

xoxo,

I LOVE PAMELA CHUA XUE QI... MY SIAO CHAR BO.
thanx her for editing pic for mie x33

I HATE LIER...

i super hate one stupid fcuking unreasonable guys cn?
i contact my own stead cannot meh?
eu have no rights to stop mie frm contacting my own stead ok...
eu think eu dun have any wrong meh?
when he dame tired eu keep on booming his phone to said all does bullshit eu wan said to him? did eu think abt him anort? ur stupid slut already stop contacting my stead le. eu keep on koling him to kol ur stupid slut. if he neber wad eu do eu? eu onli noe how to kpkb & show attitude nia. eu think eu have attitude ppl dun have attitude meh?
MY TIAN ARH? eu are such a pengwei kia. eu wan mie to qurreal wib him again & again rite? eu said wad i go bp wib guys. i onli go bp wib gerl & my parent ok..ya i go bp wib guy dat guy is my hubby my stead ok.
wow eu make de story beri gd wor? eu think my stead will believe eu or mie? eu cn hate mie for all eu wan i dun give a dame ok. i neber seen such a humji & nod a gentalman guy lyk eu ok. lyk to tio gerl onli dun dare tio wib guys. wad a humji kia are eu? eekk. eu are nod a gentalman ok...

i will stop toking abt de stupid fcuking unreasonable guys.
todae sch was dame bored. my mood was dame high when after PE.
till math lesson dat stupid MR CHAN spoil my bloody mood ok.
said infront of de whole klass dat wad i neber work hard in math. summore said wad my sis math is better den mie. ya i admit dat i am stupid ok. i'm nod lyk my sis which was a hardworking gerl ok. how he noe i neber put in effort in my math. ad least i noe i put in sum effort ok. de past i get below 5 mark ad least nw i get above 5 mark ok. eu didn't appreciate wad i put in de efort eu still wan compare my mth to my sis math. wth. pls lah my sis is NA i NT ok. is totally a big difference ok. summore he neber even think how i feel when he said infront of de whole klass. i nw giving up on my math due to de fcuking teacher.

i hate jie wei ok...beng until mie neber even care to said sori.
den ppl push eu den beng until ppl ad least said sori to de person dun need ad there step big said wad eu is nod ur fault. beng till ppl no need said sori de arh? wad if i beng till eu i neber said sori i kp eu will happy mah? den he beng till hui shan i kp shout ad him den he shout back mie wth.eu think office ur house arh? everything nod happy go office. wth.
step big onli. spoil my mood ok... eekk. eu think i scared meh? go office lah. beng till ppl neber said sori. pls la think of ur size leh. eu fat leh eu beng till mie of course i will fall lah use ur brain leh? if i am fat i won said anything ok. nw i thin leh uncle. pls lah?

tml moon cake festival.
mayb will be lonely mayb will celebrate wib sister.
hope will be celebrating wib sister. its been ages sice i go out wib them again.
wed goin out wib hubby le weets.. awaiting.
30 more min hubby work end le cn pei mie tok on de phone le (:

mie & hubby had been together for 10 month 13 dae
ILOVEYOU;

tis year is nod a gd year for mie.
every bad thing jus cum suddenly.
how i wish i am nod exist in tis world.
every bad thing won cum.
but gd thing jus cum & go haiz.....
dat slut thing jus gone but nw came a unresonable guys. haiz
they wan tio den tio lah i dun wan care anymore.
i onli have one life ok.eu wan take eu take. i dun wan care i sick & tired of tis stupid thing already.
i been living in a bad luck world? haiz...

label: 心事谁能知..

xoxo,

21 o9 o7 friday
chinese exam .
weets. i think i gonna pass my chinese exam.
after exam. pei li ying hubby sit under block said our xing shi.
den after dat went hme prepared go find hubby.
went dunno blk 103 de foodcourt eat.
den go find hubby de frenz. saw hubby de ex...
9+ went hme alone. stupid hubby pang seh mie.hmmph.

23 o9 o7 sunday
went out wib hubby & his parent.
went old woodland.
hubby de marmie broght mie a skinny jeans & one watch.
THANX ALOT. (:
hubby empty promise. he promise mie he won metion dat stupid slut name.
he metion. hahas nw he owe mie 1 rose. hehe.
every promise he break he owe one 1 rose.
reach hme ad 9+ . so bored cn.
naughty him neber even reply my msg. boohooo...

mie & laogong had been together for 10 month 12 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

wishlist for nw. (:
~ 11 roses frm hiim.
~ white skinny jeans.
~ more heels.
~ my nose piercing back.

gonna get hubby a topman shirt x33

xoxo,

todae neber go to sch. as my stomach pain is killing mie.
arr... tml chinese EOY paper le.
gonna buck up on my study le.

den 3+ went plaza wib lee bin lao lan, yok chan bestiie, hui shan mei & shirley jie. help sis to print her pic wib her bf. den went mac slack.
dunno weather tis sun goin to thiban de birthday party anort?
hui shan mei keep koling mie go.

ytd so was totally boring cn.
first period was D&T lesson.
my course work i do finish liao.
so help zc cut his thing.
arrr. while cutting de thing i cut till my hand :'(
make ok liao. den return him den i go beat him. den he still ad there laugh.
den goin back to klass. si xin fa & zc golock mie outside de klass. wth. den he open de door liao i go take broom go beat zc ahahs. make him suey till dunno how to said ahahs. den stupid xin fa go take my bag go hide.
den stupid xin fa keep steping my leg WTH.
den i tok to bestiie & li ying xin gan den keep koling mie shut up WTH.

arrr. angry lah.

den after sch went hubby.
mit him 3+ ad senja.
den went swimming ad jurong.
we swim till 7+
hahas hubby tio sunburn le. opps...=X

den after dat xu de kor & alvin had sum qurreal.

so i go hme first lor.
tabitha nuer kol mie chat. arr.. beri long neebr see her & tok to her le.

ltr ad 10 will be koling hubby le. (:
miss him so...

mie & laogong had been together for 10 month 9 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty?
- Taken
2) Are you happy with that?
- yea (:
3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yea.
4) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
-huh???
5) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
- yea.
6) Do you want children?
- hmms.. neber think abt it (:
7) How Many?
- neber think abt it.
8) Would you consider adoption?
- nope
9) If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
- nobody will lyk mie..(:
10) Do you want someone you can't have?
- nope
11) Have you fallen in love?
- yea.
12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
- yea.(:
13) Do you believe that you can change for someone?
- yups
14) Is it a good day?
- no
15) Have you ever broken someone heart before?
- hmmss. nod sure
16) Does your ex still have feelingsfor you?
- i nod sure abt it ahahs.
17) Do you still have feelings for him/her?
- nope..

xoxo,

I MISS MY ARH KA LIAO SISTER LOTS x33

EEK... SLUT IS OWAYS A SLUT.
eek.. wad a bitch is her.
she think she pretty meh?
i admit i am ugly ok.
eu think eu are perfect meh?
nobody i perfect ok..

eek.. i dun wan to tok abt dat stupid bitch anymore.

weets.. tml finally miting hubby le.
ytd went sch half way report sick.
den go mit hubby ad 604 there.
den pei them go plaza.
den go alvin de hse slack till 2 +
den went hme bath liao den went sch outside mit lee bin they all.

went plaza have my lunch wib them
den went greenridge pri bring my bro.

go hme put his heavy bag den went plaza mit sis & her bf.
den after eating went playground.
saw two police. den nth better to do so paly cathcing wib my bro.
den he suddely walk off.
den i chase him lor.
weets.. nomore qurreal anymore le.
ytd had a nice converstion.
we were joking wib each other. & laughing away.
tis is de first time we were toking on de phone nicely cn.

mie & hubby had been together for 10 month 7 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

I HATE THIRD PARTY.

had a qurreal wib him nowadays.

14 o9 o7 friday.
went out wib laogong.
went chinese garden take mrt to vivo.
ad there qurreal. nw i noe in his mind i am jus a stupid gerl.
he still said y he found a stupid stead. haiz he neber think how i feel den said liao haiz.
i tried nod to try.

went vivo. they play pool ad there.
i carnt go in so i spent my money on arcade jus to wait for them.
after dat alvin kol laogong kol his stead.

suddenly mood swing.
i show attitude to him. sori laogong.
we almost break up because of dat third party ok.

den i ask alvin for his stead num he gave mie.
so i msg her stead.
cn eu stop msg & kol my laogong already.
eu noe when i saw de msg eu sent him eu noe how i feel anort?
eu gt ur own stead to hong. dun cum hong my stead hor.
eu think we cn break up easily meh?
i dun think so ok. we both are gerl. so eu should noe how i feel.

eek. i hate third party & slut ok.
eu think eu have back up i scared ok.
is nw eu are ad wrong. ok.
eu cum hong my stead first. eu wan ko ur back up cum tio mie cum lah.
i nod a fault. wad for i care eu wan tio mie.

everything ssem to be ok already.
laogong i promise eu will change my attitude de.
nobody will seprate us up.

mie & laogong had been together for 10 month 5 dae
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

ytd went out wib 睡帅人laogong & alvin.
went mit 睡帅人laogong first den went petir mit alvin.
den took bus 961 to queenway.

acc them buy their barbell.

睡帅人laogong help alvin pierce lips.
den went back panjang.
睡帅人laogong sent mie hme.

den he acc alvin to plaza make phone kol to alvin de gf.
den 睡帅人laogong kol mie wib private phone.
at first i dunno lor. cause he speak english.
den de sound so familar.
den i noe its him aahahs.
weets.. tml goin out wib睡帅人laogong .

mie & 睡帅人laogong had been together for 10 month2 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

HAPPY 10 MONTH ANNIVESARY x33

school was totally boring ok.
arr. i sprin my leg.
went to school wib a bandage leg.

woke up when i goin out of my hse it started to rain.
de weather was so cold cn.
how i wish i am sleeping ad dat time.

i hate mr chan cn....
said in front of de klass dat.
wad i am so big different frm my sis wd summore said wad she more hard working den mie.
ya i admit mie & my sis are different. how he noe i nod hardworking.
fcuk. i dun give a dame ok. I TOTALLY HATE HIM & HE MAKE MIE HATE MATH EVEN MORE.

weets. tml finally cn go out wib 睡帅人 laogong already.
celebrate our 10 month annivesary.

mie & laogong had been together for 10 month.
ILOVEYOU 睡帅人 laogong.

laogong.
todae our 10 month annivesary.
i hope our relationship will go smoothly .
we've have been through all de thick & thin together.
i hope our relationship will last forever.
nomore qurreal between us anymore.
i promise eu i won empty promise anymore.
hope eu will still remember de promise eu make.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

todae dame early wake up lor.
cause have tution dame lor.
after dat went prepared to go out mit 睡帅人
had a slight qurreal wib 睡帅人 again cause of a small misunderstanding haiz. sori 睡帅人 for breaking promise again.

after dat go out wib 睡帅人 de parent.
they went alot of place.
they went buy their pet de food.
arrr.. i wan hamster...
den pei 睡帅人 cut his hair. den i make my eyebrown wib his mother & his sister. ahahs. den 睡帅人 & his bro oso go make ahahas. so gay =X
den pei them go gelang there for dinner. his parent spent total $100+ for a dinner. thanx them alot alot.

currently toking on the phone wib lee bin boyfriend & shirley jie.

mie & laogong had been together for 9 month 29 dae.
ILOVEYOU 睡帅人 laogong.
weets our 10 month annivesary cuming (:

xoxo,

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVESARY LEE BIN BOYFRIEND & MIE x33

todae went out wib 睡帅人, alvin & xu de kor
went to marina square. see tem play pool.
after dat went for our dinner.
den alvin & xu de kor had a qurreal again.
so went there de open space settle.

after settle liao. went clemiti.
they play pool & i cannot go in. wth.
nbm sit down ad onec place. den 睡帅人 make funny faces ad mie. he make mie laugh hahahs. he so gd cum entatine mie hahas. =X
there de pool uncle he dress lyk so noob & neard cn. eekkk..i hate noob & neard ppl hahas.

after dat went jurong point. see them play pool again. finally i cn go in.
i sneak go in hahas.
den 9+ took bus back to panjang.
den in de bus laying on 睡帅人 de shoulder & i fall asleep.
xu de kor go entatine 睡帅人. xu de kor laugh till dame loud lor ahahs. :)
i reali did enjoy my dae todae without qurrealing wib 睡帅人. i hope everyday we won qurreal anymore (:

nw 1.25 am.
i carnt fall asleep cn?
as i am dame hungry as jus nw i ate a lil bit of rice.
my my cough & flu is killing mie. summore my gastric pain i killing mie too arr. i dun wan any eye bag.

mie & laogong had been together for 9 month 27 dae x33
ILOVEYOU my 睡帅人 laogong (:
4 more dae to mie & 睡帅人 laogong 10 month annivesary.

planning to buy for 睡帅人 laogong for 10 month annivesary.
dunno wan to buy anort? is i think onli nod comfirm yet (:

~ coupal shirt.
~ a ring for hiim.
~ make sandwitch or jelly for hiim.

my wishlist for nw (:

~ 11 red roses.
~ white skinny jeans.
~ no more qurreal between mie & 睡帅人 laogong
~ sister outing.
~ more heels.
~ diet. slimming down.

I SIMPLY LOVES x33
睡帅人 laogong*
shi hui baobei
pei yi laopo
sabrina laopo
lee bin boyfriend
li ying hubby
pamela siaocharbo
shirley jie jie

i love every single bits of them x33

labels: i want to spent my whole life wib eu my 睡帅人 laogong x33.

xoxo,

o4 o9 o7 tuesday

went escape wib xin fa di , hui shan mei,lee bin boyfriend & shirley jie.
went fajar had our luch first den take cab to downtown east. total $18+
den went there entry ticket cost $ 16.50. den 3 games cannot play. so de person said after playing liao go collect free ticket for entry.
afrter dat play till 8+ took cab to lot 1 have our dinner.
reach hme around 10 kol 睡帅人.

o5 o9 o7 wednesday

went out wib 睡帅人, alvin & xu de kor.
plan to go vivo den den took wrong bus so go causeway point.
went there walk walk. den alvin & xu de kor had a slight qurreal so drop ad yew tee. den settler liao went jurong east.
they play pool den i went buy water. haiz had a slight qurreal wib 睡帅人.
i go buy water gt wrong meh? haiz dunno wtf he thinking oso.
den i realise i had no money.
so went in awhile see 睡帅人 they all play pool.
den de person check IC dame lor i under 16 so carnt go in so went foodcourt.
buy drink & food to eat. den 睡帅人 cum find mie.
he said mie again haiz. i eat oso gt wrong meh? haiz....
睡帅人 ton ytd wib xu de kor & alvin. ytd having sleepless nite as i am worried. so on my phone 24 hour. in case anything happen hahas.

o6 o9 o7 thursday

woke up dame early todae.
2 + went see doc. plan to kol 睡帅人 pei mie go see doc de.
den he said he tired ytd neber slp.
after see doc liao went find 睡帅人.
find liao 7+ weny BPP wib 睡帅人 & his parent go eat dinner.
mie & 睡帅人 went 628 eat den his parent eat ad BPP.

mie & laogong had been together for 9 month 26 dae
ILOVEYOU 睡帅人.

xoxo,

woke up ad 2+ todae.
den its dame cold cn raining.
arr. my mood was bad ok.
nod sure tml goin out anort?

sian sial. holiday oso nod lyk holiday
all de way ad hme.
how i wish i am in sch ok.
den went plaza wib marmie to have my dinner
den reach hme watching tv & toking on de phone wib bestiie.

10 + toking on de phone wib 睡帅人.
he jus work finish.
haiz. i hope eu won empty promise again
i gonna make eu mine forever.

mie & laogong had been together for 9 month 23 dae
ILOVEYOU' 睡帅人.
countdown for our 10 month annivesary 8 more dae x33
nth gonna change my love for eu.

ILOVEYOULAOGONG

xoxo,

ytd went to sch
cn wear hme cloth. den i wear lyk normally i wear de lor.
den mit lee bin boyfriend & li ying hubby.

went sch liao.
help cheryl make up. den see de concert.
after dat went back to klassroom take report book
arrr.. i get 2 U
haiz i neber expect my D&T could passi am so happy cn. i first time pass.
sad thing is dat i first time fail my chinese dame it. den took sum pic ad klass. still gt sum pic haben upload. wan get it frm ain.

den after sch kol my 睡帅人:)
he still slping cn. as he neber go to sch?
den went greenridge have my lunch.
den 睡帅人mit mie ad greenridge de KFC
after pei him go his pri sch.

after dat went ten mile see them play pool.
on de way i tot whu koling mie sial.
den i saw is ming yan nuer.
i first time saw her sial. den i so stupid go ask jin hui kor whu is she.
den he tel mie ming yan lah. hahas.
after dat sit under xu de kor blk downstair. den they planning where to go
den they said wad wan go gelang eat. den 睡帅人 kol mie go hme first.
nobody ad hme. i dun wan alone ad hme. den he mood swing again. haiz. den he said if eu dun wan go hme den where eu wan to go. den i said back dunno up to eu all. den he angry liao. den i tel him eu i go hme lah. so piss off man.
den i go hme my own. den alvin cum chase mie den ask mie 睡帅人 ask him to ask mie where i goin den i shout back to him go hme lah den where eu wan mie to go. den i cried while walking hme. den 睡帅人 kol mie ask mie wad happen. den i said nth. he ask mie i cry arh? i said no. haiz. after dat he kup de phone.
he kol back. he said anything happen kol him. den i kup. i creid myself in de living room. i throw all de thing on de floor. haiz. den bestiie kol mie. i cried while toking on de phone.

our conversation:
bestiie: gerl why eu cry?
mie: nth.
bestiie: cry summore lyk tis will make eu better?
i cry even louder den before?
bestiie: eu cry finish already?
mie: yes cry finish liao
bestiie: eu comfirm neber cry liao?
mie: yes i comfrim neber cry liao.
slient for 1 min
bestiie: eu still bad mood arh?
mie: yea. i still in a bad mood.
bestiie: let mie tel eu a joke.
mie: ok.
den bestiie tel mie all de joke. i laugh till dunno how to said.
bestiie: its glad to hear eu laugh again ahahs.
mie: laugh back ad bestiie.
bestiie: since eu laugh dat mean nothing already. so i kup first lah.
mie: okok thanx for chating wib mie
bestiie: welcum.dat wad frenz are for mah. ahahs tml den kol eu chat again.
bestiie eu are de best lah ahahas.

mie & laogong had been together for 9 month 21 dae.
ILOVEYOU MY <睡帅人= laogong>

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xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes

yuantingLOVE A girl who is like a big sister to me in my eye. Be there for me when i need a listening ear :) be it good time s& bad time she is always love by me <3

shirleyFATFAT A girl who been through with me for 7 years+, she is lyk my 2nd bf been tolerating my attitude & nonsense :) even though we might not meet up dat often but i still love her & no one can replace her <3

janiceBBles A girl who been there to listen to all my nonsense, who tolerate my irritating character, been there for me to listen to me when i cry talking craps & nonsense together. forever she will be my BB 25 oct 2010 we been togetehr hahas love her lots <3