The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

HAPPY NEW YEAR...
its a new start for mie hehe..
gonna study hard le...
& my wish for 2oo8 is nomore quarrel wib baby le.. & i wish he won leave mie anymore..
haiz.. baby... its seem lyk our relationship is drifting apart..
i dun wan it lyk dat baby.. i wan to be pampared by eu.
i reali dun wish ur feeling for mie.. i had a bad dream nowadays.. i kept dreaming dat eu leave mie.. haiz.. i reali hope its nod true baby..
baby i truly, madly, deeply in love wib eu....
dun treat mie so cold cn baby.. 我好想念以前的你..

counting down all by myself..
sorry guys todae neber go out wib eu guys.. i noe its our sister outing dae.
but i am sorry.. hope eu guys understand..
i was totally no mood cn?
1 more dae to sch reopen le.. sian sian sian..
which mean less dae miting baby le..

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 11 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

sian sian sian........
tml gonna start my tution le arrr...
carnt go out..... sian... gonna be a short post for todae...
3 more dae to sch reopen...
any comment should i dye back my hair or spray black..
gonna get my hair cut tml :D

baby still having fever & was so worried abt him cn?
aiyooooooo... baby takecare of urself & drink more water & stop mapleling liao & slp early.. i dun wan eu everydae so tired..

hope 31 dec i cn go out wor..cause sister outing hahas..
hope cn go out bah? sorry guys if i carnt go out :D

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 9 dae.
ILOVEYOU derek chua le xiang....

xoxo,

arr...
baby fall sick le..
& summore he go work cn..
i am so worried abt him kkz..
baby get well soon kkz (: have a good rest :D

its 4 am i am still awake..
i jus carnt get to slp..
sian 4 more dae to sch reopen..
wonder should i die black my hair or spray black..
any comment?
sunday start having tution again
sian.. i hate sch man... sch start goin to have less time to spent wib baby le :(
as i having my N'level.. need to study & get good result to chose de course i wanted...
finally manage to change my blogskins away
nite nite readers; goin off to slp le..

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 8 dae..
ILOVEYOU baby;

xoxo,

I AM SAD SAD SAD =(
todae did manage to go out wib baby..
but we didn't reali tok to each other...
haiz.. we onli tok a few time & we had sum qurreal..
he scold mie for my wrong... haiz..
i noe he scold mie because he is stress..
i am sorry baby for making eu angry when eu are bad mood..
but do eu noe dat when eu scolded mie i am reali scared of eu & i feel lyk crying.. i still remember dat eu said eu would change.. i still remember dat eu said before dat eu strat scolding mie tel eu.. but eu are too fierce dat i dun wan to said out any word..
do eu noe how hurt i am when eu scold mie? haiz.. i jus nw msg eu told eu all de thing frm my bottom of my heart.. i reali hope eu will understand how i feel..
i reali hope to have a stable relationship wib eu..
i reali dun wan eu scold mie anymore.. i dun wan to be hurt anymore.. i wan ur love & pampared baby.. i reali hope ur feeling for mie won faded away..
i will oways remember de promise i make to eu & i mean it.. i reali love eu & its true.. i hope eu still remeber wad de promise eu make to mie?
baby i reali wan to noe where do i stand in ur heart? am i important to eu in ur life? haiz.. i reali dunno... i reali hope eu would understand..
mayb todae its nod my dae bah? i reali hope eu would understand baby..
& i am sorry to said all tis thing when eu are dame stress...
nth much to post le... i jus no mood to said wad happen todae :(

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 6 dae.
ILOVEYOU & OWYAS WILL..
baby i reali hope our relationship gonna last tis time..
i jus cannot afford to love eu?

xoxo,

baby thanx for ur 11 roses..
ILOVEYOU..

i reali do enjoy my dae todae baby..
i reali hope eu enjoy urself todae too..
i noe eu are tired too (: i hope eu lyk de thing i gave eu baby...

watch Alvin & the chipmunks wib baby..de show is dame funny cn..
rated 10/10 :D
after dat went hme as both of us are tired..
but overall i do enjoy hahas..

mie & baby have been togther for 1 month 4 dae.
ILOVEYOU;
baby i love de 11 roses you make for mie :D
i love you...

xoxo,

baby i am so happy todae cn hehe..
manage to go out wib baby todae hehe..
i reali do enjoy goin out wib baby hehe..

mit baby ad 1+ den wait for his fren
den pei baby go plaza had his lunch first
den waited for alvin they all to cum.
den went queenway buy baby they all de barbell..
when go hme time its raining cn.. i hate raining..
den took bus back to panjang..
was trying to pitch baby nose in de bus hahas..
stupid baby pitch back my nose... den after alighting went ten mile
stupid have to walk frm de bus stop to there summore its raining...

reach hme was squeezing all de way cn...
i am so tired cn..
watch my vcd till nw hehe... baby gonna scold mie for sure =X
its 3.15 am le..
goin to have my beauty slp le.. if nod goin to be panda soon (:

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 3 dae.
ILOVEYOU;
carnt wait to see wad surprise baby goin to give mie :D
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE (:

xoxo,

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVESARY BABY....

baby i am so happy to see eu todae hehe..
i love eu hehe.. baby todae our 1 month annivesary after patching up..
we've been through all de bad & good times together..
i reali hope tis time i we will last..
i love you & onli you... i will neber let you go anymore...

todae went plaza wib shirley & lee bin.
had our lunch den went populer buy my thing liao
den went to jack place find pamela.. cause she working ad there..
chat awhile den i went to trim my eyebrown..
after dat went minitoon walk walk...
den baby cum find mie awhile den he went to work le..
baby i love eu hehe...
after dat went library sit down & chat after dat pamela went back to work den we slack awhile den went hme..
went greenridge plaza find marmie they all..

mie & baby had been together for 31 dae..
4 more dae to christmas... carnt wait to see wad surprise will baby give mie :D
ILOVEYOU...

xoxo,

haiz.. todae didn't manage to mit baby..
its jus seem dat our love have drifted apart?
haiz.. when cn i get to see him sial?
i miss him badly cn....
i bet he already forget de surprise on christmas bah? :D
sumtime when i started to miss eu i tears drp down again..
baby faster cum out dun say in ur bed slp liao ahahs..
i love eu my cute lil baby pig ahhas ("v")
how i wish he could spent more time wib mie..

have been rotting all tis while cn..
de weather is dame freaking cold cn?
hahas.. woke up ad 2+ todae.
ytd my stomach was killing mie de whole nite cn..
took medicine & went to slp..
actually todae marmie de fren gt christmas party de..
but i didn't wan to go cause i was too lazy..

took out my blanket & pillow to de sofa to slp hahas.
stupid mamrie said wad i crazy neber on fan still cover balnket hehe (:
but i still cold kkz hahas (:

mie & baby had been together for 30 dae.
ILOVEYOU;
1 more dae to our 1 month annivesary.. (but i think we are nod celebrating bah?)
2 more dae to christmas hahas...

label: 其实我还爱这你的。。。

xoxo,

baby i miss eu alot alot..
i hope tml cn see eu lor?
its been beri long since i last saw eu..
i miss eu alot cn?
i miss ur hug & ur kisses..

have been a gd gerl past few dae hahas..
neber go out hahas..
gd gerl rite baby hahhas...
i wan go out lah baby... faster cum out kkz hahahs..
nth to post le so bored..
wan go back to my beauty slp le.. stomach pain lyk hell & headach.. :(

mie & baby had been together for 29 dae.
ILOVEYOU;
2 moe dae to our 1 month annivesay
3 more dae to christmas.. carnt wait to see wad surprise will baby give mie hahas :P

xoxo,

ytd went malaysia reah hme ad abt 10+
afte dat msg baby dat i reach hme le.
i noe he's asleep cause oways dun have a peaceful slp de past few dae.
he work till quite late.

de trip was totally boring cn..
carnt fall asleep in de bus cause of de anuty ad dat back..
keep making hell lots of noise cn when playing bingo ad de bus.. make mie dame piss off cn.. & summore de aunty tok alot lyk nobody business cn?
after dat went to de temple there..
dame it i knock till one metal thing & its dame pain cn?
nw abit swollen le sad sad :(
den summore i burn till my hand hand while praying de fire drop till my hand two time nw nw my hand gt de buring mark...
too suey for mie sial...
its was raining & abit of flood ad malaysia cn? so de bus was delay...

fcuk up... no more phone for mie le..
haiz.. save money to buy my own sim card...
need a job badly nw.. I HATE MY FATHER.....

mie & baby had been together for 28 dae
ILOVEYOU derek chua...
3 more dae to mie & baby 1 month annivesary;
4 more dae to christmas.. carnt wait to see wad surprise will baby give mie :D

shi hui baobei...

baobei dun sad sad liao kkz...
jus follow ur heart & make ur decision.
mayb he's nod ur true love leh? mayb eu will find a guy more better den him..
i noe eu carnt let go of him.. but he treat eu lyk nod hid girlfriend lor.
dat time eu call mie & eu said he keep show eu attitude & make eu angry..
tis type of guy its nod worth for eu to shed a single tears for..
mayb in future he will noe how important you mean to him leh? dun sad sad le kkz. cheer up :)

xoxo,

i miss baby hell lots cn?
when cn mit him sial?
sian.. monday goin malaysia le..
nite den cum back. sian..
i noe baby will sure miss mie again de ahahs :D
but tis time round no ssopping ad malaysia sad sad :(
onli went there to pray & eat nia sian..

have been rotting ad hme tis few dae.
i dun have enough slp lor wth..
ytd was on de phone wib baby till 5.30
opps.. i make baby angry sial? baby sorry..
casue i was nod listening to wad he said
i neebr listen to him because i fall asleep den i wake up he was angry le.
so sorry baby. finally manage to slp till 4+ but its nod enough kkz.
mayb tml won be goin out cause i wanna watch star award hehe. so will be enough of slping.. will be calling baby after his work

mie & baby had been together for 25 dae.
ILOVEYOU.
11 dae to christmas.. wonder wad surprise will baby give mie :D
6 more dae to mie & baby de annivesary.

bye bye readers...

xoxo,

i'm back frm batam..
i dame tired & i miss baby hell lots cn?
i think baby miss alot too rite hahas :D
i missing baby every moment ad there kkz..

omg.. it took 1 hour to reach de place cn..
opps.. i forget to eat medicine bording de ship.
so i was giddy all de way & vomit hell lots of time cn?

didn't spent much time ad there.
brought baby a cardigine & myself a gucci wallet.
i wan to buy de bag de but there no sell so bo bian hahas.
i hope baby will lyk de cardigine i broght.. hope its nod too big for him =X
marmie they all go for their massage & marmie do her hair i went do my medicure & pedicure wib my bro.. after dat went there took neoprint wib my bro. after dat went play arcade wib my bro..

went back had a giddy again after i eat my medicine.
i fall asleep in de boat cn.
i miss baby too. after dat almost reaching singapore i finally recieve msg frm baby. he said he miss mie ahahs..
i miss him too...

mie & baby had been together for 23 dae.
ILOVEYOU derek chua le xiang...

xoxo,

baby i miss you alots..
when cn see eu sial?
tml goin batam frm morning till nite..
carnt see baby le.. i miss & love him alot kkz..
i noe baby will miss & love mie too de hor baby;
now i onli have one boyfriend & that you DEREK CHUA..

rotting & slacking ad hme.
so boring cn..
monday.. had a small tiff wib baby.
i am sorry baby :(
but nw ok le.. how i wish can stay wib him longer..

mie & baby had been together for 22 dae..
9 dae to our 1 month annivesary..
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

baby i miss you alot...
haiz.. i reali wonder have ur feeling faded for mie?
but no matter wad i will oways be by ur side until de dae eu leave mie..
ytd had a qurreal again & almost lead to a break..
i am sorry baby :(
but ytd eu said all does word do hurt mie lots...
todae msg him onli reply a few time nia..
den msg him again no reply.. so i kol him ask him where is he den he tel mie where is he den kup liao... haiz... i cried ok T.T
where's the love you once gave mie?
haiz.. i reali hope ur feeling won fade lor?
i reali love eu de..

todae. woke up dame early cn.
den prepared go my grandma hse
i fall asleep ad my grandma hse after eating & cam whoring ahahs.
kol baby ask where is he den he ans den kup liao haiz.....
i am totally sad & no mood ok......
haiz...

mie & baby had been together for 18 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

baby i miss eu hell lots...
when cn see eu sial? haiz....
todae whole dae neber tok on de phone wib baby.
ltr will be koling him...

okok .. its 3.20am i carnt fall back to slp..
10 + fall asleep le but wake up frm a tupid nightmare.
nw waiting for baby to reach hme frm his work?

haiz.. tml have to wake up ad 9.30 to prepared to go my grandma hse.
won be having a beauty slp nowadays..
next week thur goin to check up ad poloyclinc again cause de de doc said i haben recover.
den fri need to go back dentist again den after dat went sch buy sch book.
& fri is marmie de birthday.. so qiao wor.. ahahas..

nitey nite readers...
waiting for baby de msg?
& den kol him hahas.

mie & baby had been together for 17dae
ILOVEYOU BABY..
18 dae to christmas... wonder wad surprise will baby give mie :D
will be buying baby present soon :D

xoxo,

have been rotting ad hme.
arrr... i wan to go out?
i dun wan stay ad hme..
holiday is jus boring...
will be busy making my puzzle le.. :D

tml goin to see doc again..
den fri is my dental appointment.
sat goin my grandma hse for hse warming.
onli tis few dae will be out...
so bored...... baby i miss you alot alot.
nth to blog le... nite nite readers..

mie & baby had been together for 15 dae.
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,

went escape wib baby.
after escape den went to de beach took pic there too :D
but baby neber smile...
after dat went jurong east. de movie show beri late.
so we took cab to west mall.
de movie oso beri late. so we play arcade.
i cried ok.. baby because of mie qurreal wib his marmie.
so i dun intend to watch movie le.
baby teach mie how to play pool. hehe.... but i still dunno how to play ahahs =X

haiz... i cried ad de bus stop kkz.
thanx baby for ur shoulder.
haiz... reach panjang sumthing happen & i dun intend to write it here.
it cause mie & baby almost lead up to a BREAK....
baby i am sori.. tis will be my last & onli time.... :(

mie & baby had been together for 14 dae.
ILOVEYOU baby.

label: baby i am so sorry .....

xoxo,

ytd was on de phone wib baby till 7 in de morning.
i was dame tired cn hahas.
we did joke wib each other hahas.
baby change le. he change to a gd & caring bf le
soo i will change to a gd gf & i mean it..

i slp till 2+ todae.
when i wake up no one ad hme. sis go work & parent all go out?
so i lazy to go out to eat my lunch & nobody pei mie go. summore my stomach i killing mie cn?
so instead i kol baby buy rice for mie cause he goin work soon le mah?
so kol him buy lor. den he pei mie awhile lor. den he went mie xu de kor.

weets... tml goin to escape wib baby.
cause i gt two free ticket & tml is de last dae le.
so i plan to go wib baby lor. hehe :D
i will enjoy my dae wib baby tml de
ILOVEYOU baby muckkies....
brought baby a perfume dunno he lyk anort leh?

mie & baby had been together for 12 dae.
ILOVEYOU baby;

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
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