The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

credit: melissa,yeomin,shuhui,azeeda,stella,alex
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the card we make for farihin
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blow the candle
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why de candle light again
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIHIN..
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The hellokitty pouch that bf sis brought for mie. THANKS..

25 & 26 august tuesday & wednesday..
went over to shuhui house to de de thing.
went over to cck to order & collect cake.. brought de stuff to make de card..
den went over to yeomin place first den go back to shuhui place..

27 august 2009 thursday..
woke up at 6+ went to cck meet yeo min & shuhui
den went to school. went to class first. give farihin de pandan cake first.
i noe he a lil bit dissapointed..
so break time. went to celebrate his birthday.. disturb his with magic relighting candle :) den after dat pour cold water on him.. all was chasing him make him get wet..
after everything his shirt was totally wet.. de chocolate cake is not nice at all. too thick already de chocolate. after school straight away go home.
never meet bee cause too late already.

28 august 2009 friday.
bee said he will come bring mie back from school end up i meet him at west mall.
so went to buy movie ticket first. YEAR ONE. den headed to KFC as bee is craving for KFC. so join yeo min & her bf. bee de entertainer. entertain all of us :)
at first his face was very fierce & anti social..
so i told him to put a smile on his face so that he wont look so fierce..
so end up he keep disiao mie.. asshole him..
den after de movie headed back to bee house.. wait for him get prepared all this.
i fall asleep while he dota.. had a lil tiff with bee when i woke up.
after awhile we ok le..after dinner headed back to my house..

29 august 2009 saturday..
woke up at 10+ in de morning as bee woke up more early den mie.
den wait for mummy to dabao rice for us.
den tok 970 to grandma place.
waited for de rest to come. headed to holland for our dinenr my uncle treat.
wa.. walk all de way can.. was crapping with bee..
den after dinner wait for daddy fren come pick us up den back home.
watch MJ de concert awhile den off to bee's place.
around 10+ bee hong mie to slp first den he go play his dota..
wa.. he play till so dame late can.. after he play finish he come disturb mie.. he come talk to mie awhile.. den he slp together with mie..

30 august 2009 sunday..
woke up at 12+ waited for bee muumy come back den afetr eating acc bee all de way.. had a heart to heart talk with bee. making him laugh..
den 3 went over to bankit waited for bee's fren to come den sent him off le den took cab back home.. daddy today cook crab.. his crab is de most delicious wan can..
stupid bee. he told mie he bath ok le msg mie. end up fall asleep.

tml outing with my girls...

2 weeks 3 days to bee's POP..

xoxo,

你心里有没有我的存在?

back to blogging :)
hais.. its been two days we quarrel le..
ytd quarrel den patch thing back den ok le.
this afternoon quarrel again.. hais..
does he still have de trust on mie?

i want de past us back...
lovely & sweet... that almost everyone envy us...
i dunno when our love start to turn to lovely & sour..
hais.

what i want now is that i want a lil of TRUST form him that all..

i really want this relationship to last..
even if i am de only person holding on..
my love him wont faded & that true..

his love is my everything.
HE'S REALLY MY PERFECT BOYFRIEND..
but now.. i dun seem to noe what he's thinking & how he feel for mie now...

HE treat mie totally different;

HE pampared mie & dote mie;

HE wont show his temper at mie but only sometime he will show;

HE is the one i deeply fall in love to;

HE is the one who sent me to school & back from school all the time;

HE help mie carry my bag whenever i with him;

HE is the one who buy chocolate everyday just for mie;

HE is the one who draw all his thing in his scatchbook & gave mie;

HE is the one who let mie play with his hair & make messy;

HE is the one whom wont angry with mie when i joke with him;

HE is the one who let mie bite his hand till blue black;

HE is the one who make mie laugh when i am down or sad;

HE is the one who lend mie his shoulder & hug mie when i cry;

HE is the one who cook for mie when i am hungry;

HE never feel irritaed when i keep disturbing him;

HE will never fail to throw mie alone;

HE never fail to disturb mie wib his stupid sound;

HE is the one who hug mie to sleep;

HE is the one who piggyback mie;

HE is the one who play kite with mie;
KELVIN ANG SONG HAN;

i noe he will see my this post when he is out..

boy... i really dun wan to quarrel anymore..
i very tired of quarreling.. can we stop?
hais.. you should noe you mean alot alot to mie.
but i really dunno what you feel now..
can we be like de past lovely & sweet..i know we only spent three days together only.
but with you around i am happy enough..
everything you do i will let you do cause i trust you.
but can i just have a lil trust from you?
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU & is true..
even if one day you leave mie.. i will leave with no regret...
i promise you this.. believe mie.. 2 years.. i will wait 2 years... i will prove to you my love is worth for you..
ILOVEYOU.. X100 times...

xoxo,

I NEED A LITTLE ATTENDTION FROM YOU BOY!!

hais... MOODSWING again..
having moodswing lately..
i oso dunno why hais..

whole freaking day never receive any msg from bee.
NO calls too.hais..
wadever.

I MISS the time before you go army..
i remember the times we stick to each other lyk super glue before you go army..
i remember every weekend you come my house stay overnight.
i remember we had supper together..
i remember every single thing we do together everyday before you went army..

is been 3 month you went army...
&& I STILL CAN'T MAKE IT ON MY OWN UNTIL NOW..
i still can't get use to spent 2 days with you only..
hais..

will he ever understand de feeling of ALONE..
i HATE to be alone.. everytime when i am alone every thought i have all jus pop out.
de feeling of missing someone all come out. hais.
everything that we have done together all come out. sometime i felt lyk crying out loud..
everytime i want to have a nice talk with you oso cannot. when you are in camp, light off at 10+ cannot talk anymore. book out, you not dota if not watch tv.. hais..
i need a lil attendtion from you that all i want..
i need a listening ear to listen to all my sorrows..
who i will turn to when you are not around.. hais :( i ain't happy at all..
mayb is i too rely on you le bah... trying to be independent without you
hais..
i want to stick with you forever..

boy.. can i have a lil attendtion from you?

这是我第一次學會爱一人 , 也是我最后一次爱一人

xoxo,

FOREVER YOU WILL STAY IN MY HEART...

school was totally slacking today
was watching video all day (:
tea break never eat anything..
again MOODSWING.. hais..

so went over lot 1 after school
again LIGHT BULB.. poor thing mie hahas..
went to eat NEW YORK YORK.. ate 2 whole chicken & yanki burger..
OMG.. first time see a burger so big can (: hahas.
so after eating went walk around all this..
after awhile stella & her bf went off.

went to commewealth..
while waiting for de rest of de ppl headed to sheng siong to walk OMG saw a huge lolipop can.. hahas.. den went up garden after dat..
den went over MRT station meet de rest den dunno go where for de breifing abt de new work i work..

after de breifing headed to clemeti to have our dinner.
wa.. eat till so dame full.
was squeezing all de way in de MRT hahas.
was entertaining shuhui they all hahas :)
talking back de time when we are in camp hahas

reach hme called bee.
bee told mie dat next month which on de 17 sept he bring mie to genting with his fren.. so gonna save enough money for it.
&& told bee dat i goin to renew my passport.
but this trip is heavn comfrim yet. hahas.. ask daddy if i can go he said OK hahas :)
gonna save money now..

DOUBAL YEAH..
bee gonna book out on this coming sat..
&& next week he booking out on THURSDAY- SUNDAY :)
hahas.. :)

ok i shall end here..
goodnight ppl

xoxo,

I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAID ABOUT US..

ok.. i am back to blogging with my new tempory dektop (:
let mie recall what happen lately... hmmsss...

15/08/09 saturday..
went over to bring bee back from camp..
after dat went home..
so around 9+ went over to cck to see movie..
a very long queue ok.. was intending to watch ' where got ghost' but left with front sit so we watch G.I.JOE very nice de show. but de sound effect so super loud. i dun lyk...

16/08/09 Sunday
staying over bee house.
acc bee to NUH to see doc. as his fever hor.. keep went up & down..
& he manage to take 2 days MC.
so went back hme. having a lil tiff with bee. BLAME HIS DOTA... nvm.
i went hme all by myself when he freaking sent mie over to take cab onli.
so pack all my stuff & went back bee's place. seeing him play dota make mie feel so angry..
but he promise when i am back he wont dota le. so he left de game... ^.^
den we went slp.. around 3+ in de morning daddy called & scold mie.. ass lor. make mie jump up from my dream land... >.<

19/08/09 Monday..
bee sent mie to school. but he onli sent mie to de bus stop onli.. asshole..
better den dun have (:
den he need book in at 8.30pm but his sir call ask him book in at 12.30..
poor thing lor. he never get enough slp den went back camp.. kelian..

20/08/09 Tuesday..
was late for school as usual.
went for PE.. walk for 3 round & sit there doing nothing hahas :D
moodswing suddenly dunno why && CRAMP are killing mie.. ass...
was waiting & waiting for bee msg de whole day..
so lunch break went over to school opposite kopitiam.. chicken as usual.
farihin was taking video hahas. shuhui keep making us laugh lor.
so after break went over to LDP.
finally a msg from bee i am so contented :)

21/08/09 Wednesday..
was late for school as usual..
first few period was so slacking.. so went for tea break.
after dat went back class suddenly so cold lor.
so went to toilet. so slack inside de toilet with yeo min & shuhui.
hahas. talking abt de comic dat yeomin borrowed mie hahas. i read finish le (:
can't wait for tomorrow. OUTING WITH girls... ^.^ gonna take alot alot of pic till my camera are down :) YEAH.. bee is going to POP soon very soon :) this time round i gonna go acc mie to his POP as de previous time when he went in i never sent him in as crush with exam. but his time his POP crush with school days & time. BUT i don't care.. bee told mie this time i msut attend his POP if not he gonna be very angry with me for sure & not going to talk to me anymore & he will be disapointed in mie :) so cute de lor him hahas :D

after his POP he have 10 days of off day.. SO this 10 days is all mine hahas. EXPECT for FRIDAY, SAT & SUN.. as i am working in a new job.. did i mention that i quit my pervious job? ya i quit.. I AM NOT VERY HAPPY THIS FEW MONTH OF WORKING DAYS.. at first de boss called mie asking mie not to work for the time being as they hired a new comer which can work de whole day & she claim dat asking mie to rest.. so nvm i never said anything. so de next day i went to school telling stella. & you noe thay said something abt mie behine my back ok i never said anything. den stella tel mie she try ask de boss again weather i can come work all this. & they asking i work on weekend. FROM de start of de work i told them weekend i won't work. & they ownself said ok.. & now what asking mie to work on weekend..end up i tel stella i dun wan.. so i msg de boss telling them i quit. & before i quit when i working i once said I HATE THAT CHINA GIRL. & de boss said infront of mie. WHY ARH SINGAPORE PPL WORK VERY SLOW & LEAR VERY SLOW, WHY ARH CHINA PPL WORK VERY FAST & LEARN VERY FAST & NO DIFFERNCE TO MALAYSIA PPL.. wa i hear this word so super angry lor.. pls lor they work even longer den mie lei i work a few month nia lei.. pls lah how to compare you tel mie brainless ppl.. forget now i have leave that fucking job & i found a new job which pay even higher den dat job & not tough at all so nvm.. ad least i have de time to acc my bee that all. & when stella heard i wan work de new job she still said dat eu work dat job can work weekend why my previous job cannot work weekend. io tel her is because by de time i edn work my bf book out already wad. i noe is an excuse. i very long wan to quit my dat job le. treating mie as a spare ppl. no ppl wan work come find mie work la. got ppl work den dun wan mie work WTF..is i jus dun wan said to stella onli la. if not i scared she so back tel de boss all this. so i enevr said much..

gonna write down when i come school all this & if i am late all this..
if not that freaking teacher anyhow write de date i never come & sent mie a warning letter which i saw & tore it infront of my mother. was super piss off by dat teacher.. IDOIT...

THE NECKLACE WHICH I ORDERED ONLINE IS HERE :)
gonna get from from bee's sis this coming weekend :)
BABYBOY GONNA PAY IT FOR MIE. AS HE ASK MIE OWNSELF CHOOSE DE DESIGN & HE PAY (:

waiting for you boy...

xoxo,

post when my com is back alife(:
pic will upload soon

WILL BE BACK REAL SOON...

xoxo,

The rootbeer float bee drinking

The root beer bottle (:

the heart shape firework.

The 16 monthsary present i buy for bee

Their helmet face (:

HAPPY 16 MONTHSARY & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY...
woke up.
meet thomas & yuanting at bugis at 3.
went shop around..
stomach pain. so went visit de toilet alot of time.
after dat took train to marina.
had billy bomber.. bee pay for mie (:
Went shop around first den went to book place to see firework.
waited for so dame long can.. alot of ppl keep squeeze in.. den 1 stupid aunty & her kids dame fuck up lor.. die die oso wan squeeze in. no space already still call us move in abit let her kids see. asshole lor. somemore she not thin lei is big size..
so after seeing those firework went over to NUM to get a shirt..
bee brought 1 purple & white shirt. now having 50%. thanks bee for de shirt..
he brought it for mie for our 16 monthsary present x33

went over to ER YI house for steamboat..
bee went with mie..
after dat went over to city hall make de shirt they never take out de thing for us..
after dat ask bee weather wan go my workplace eat he said our 17 month den go eat (:
staying over to bee's place tml..
hais.. he gonna book on tml ): time past very fast...

xoxo,

I LOVE YOU & ALWAYS DO...

finally i have upload all de pic.. (:

school was okok today..
wa.. kanna bully by them sia.. take my HELLO KITTY toys.. hahas (:
big bully lei them.. hmph... >.< style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">ILOVEYOU..

GONNA BLING UP MY CAMERA SOON.. VERY SOON..
brought myself a necklace form online. bee sis helping mie order (:
bee paid for it not mie haahs :)

*i feel so bad lor hahas always bully beebee* hahas :)
but i love to bully him.. sat when he book out gonna bully him more.. hahas..
i wan him massage for mie hee. joking lah.. i bet he wont massage for mie..
my leg so super pain..

gonna save money now le..
have alot of thing wanna buy.. hahas.. i spent money lyk water flow lyk dat.. hahas.. gonna save it..

xoxo,

I MISS YOU!!!

school was okok today...
today end school so super early can..
As LDP lesson was cancel..

so went over to westmall..
walk walk around & get my hair cut..

after hair cut went over to buy a present for bee. for our 16 monthsary..
dunno wad to get so end up i buy a coupal cup for him..
i hope he lyk it bah (:

so slack all de way ad koufu..
went home around 4+

reach hme bath all this & fall asleep..
so super tired..
&& i am down with this stupid flu...

I WANT A NEW NECKLACE.... my old necklace bling bling drop already ):* hint hint*
i want to bling up my camera.. but dun have any glue.. ):

xoxo,

YOU ALWASY BE MY BABY..
Friday 31/07/09
this is de last day of de month..
went to school..
after dat went over to cine with teacher all this.. they talk abt game all this.. & i get to use computer :)
after dat went walk around & i brought myself 3 earring :)
around 5+ went over to tampines to meet bee de sis.
i am so dame early can. so i have no choice to window shopping alone.
around 7+ bee sis & her bf come le.
went to have dinner & went over to bring bee back.

Saturday 01/08/09
Hopefully this month everything will go smoothly for FRIENDS, FAMILY & RELATIONSHIP..
woke up again my whole weekend was screw...
was planning to go ikea. but bee is so lazy so we cancel it & change it to his next book out. shit him.. >.<
& while waiting for bus i told him on national day i wan go see firework. he said ok. & he still tel mie he call de ppl put 1 heart shape come out jus for mie.. dunno real or fake.. i dun think its real.. hahas :) i still tel him ad more thing inside lah hahas. give mie 1 bouquet of pink roses + bring mie go candle light dinner will become more romantic..hahas.. cause on national day is mie & bee 16 monthsary.. so i tel him.. he said dream long long will have.. -.-'' sow ent over plaza top have dinner as i told bee i craving for mac hahas.. so we go eat. OMG.. while i queuing i saw HAPPY MEAL toys is hello kitty toys so i went to order hahas.. :D:D reach home watch my show on youtube & bee playing psp..

Sunday.. 02/08/09
woke up at 10+ prepared & off to bee's place
cause he have to reach his camp at 3.20
he still heavn pack all his stuff.. hais.. as time goes by moodswing for both of us.. hais..
i jus cant bare to see him go back lah.. how i wish 2 years faster pass...
reach hme get prepared.. went out with daddy, mummy & lil bro.
went over to SIM LIM TOWER to et my new camera :D THANKS DADDY ^.^ but i ad least need to pay back a lil bit money...

Monday 03/08/09
after school went over to west mall never attend afternoon lesson.
DAME SHIT.. i have stomach pain for 2 freaking days... my stomach feel so weird...
so we intend to catch a movie. so we went up to see wad movie showing now..
so we decide to watch a malay ghost show Jagan Pandang Belakang Congkak de show so nice.. not scary at all but very funny. no ending de sia :)

ciao goin off now...

I WANT

~ bling up my camera...
~ after 2 years of ITE & Half year of attachment i gonna take up new courses BEAUTY COURSE..

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes

yuantingLOVE A girl who is like a big sister to me in my eye. Be there for me when i need a listening ear :) be it good time s& bad time she is always love by me <3

shirleyFATFAT A girl who been through with me for 7 years+, she is lyk my 2nd bf been tolerating my attitude & nonsense :) even though we might not meet up dat often but i still love her & no one can replace her <3

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