The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

HE IS MY FIRST PRIORITIES.....

recentely... have been working & studying.. exam i round de corner..
hais.. trying to be indenpendent without him.. hais..
i jus cant do it.. i jus cant do anything right... hais...
ytd had a lil tiff with bee...
hais.. he have a STUPID girlfriend... hais...

i jus want to put a STOP ad quarrel le..
i wan him to be happy... i dun wan anything more...
even if i have all de money in de world.. if he is not happy.. no use..
hais...

today before work..went find bee awhile..
slept awhile den off to work.. bee sent mie to lrt..
den went to jurong eat meet up with stella YY.. hahas i reach dame early can hahas..
end work.. tok on de phone with bee den i listen to my song de de way..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY NG...
today neevr celebrate my lil bro.. but tml i goin bring him watch movie..
hahas... he turn 11 this year.. hahas..

1 week1 day to go..
hais.. arrrrrr... i dun wan this.... hais..
i jus have to face the fact bah.. hais..
i jus cant leave without him...

xoxo,

IMAGINE ME WITHOUT YOU....

work was okok on monday.. hahas:D
my leg aching lyk hell & so super duper HOT....
i am so clumsy can..
while i making de scotch tape i cut till my hand.. bleed...
den when wan clear de candle cup i spill it on my uniform.. arrr..
first day work lyk dat le jialat..
had a lil tiff with bee... hais.. but afterall we ok le..
end work took 960 to bee's place first den he cook dinner for mie at.. as i heaven eat yet.. den he massage my leg for mie..hahas.. so good..
after dat cab back to my place.. WORLD WAR 1 start hahas.. actually mie & bee playing pillow fight.. so we called it WORLD WAR hahas.. hit each other head get 100 point hit each other butt using pillow 1000 point hahas :D
keep hitting & jumping on de bed end up we slept ad 2 hahas..

stupid bee wake up dame early today...
hahas.. he fail to disturb mie wake up.. hahs.. he noe i always wake up find my GIRLGIRL de.. so he took away my GIRLGIRL.. so i keep find & find.. he act act slp.. asshole.. hahas :D
den wake up get prepared & off to KKH for my checkup..
ytd told MY GIRLS & farihin i today never come sch den they ask mie why i said check up.. den stupid farihin said wad go check up got baby anot arH? ass...

after check up go hme take bee's stuff & off to his place..
went pasar malam buy stuff go hme eat
after eating went to his bed & i fall asleep.. asshole him.. kepe disturb mie..
had a lil tiff again.. cause i show him my temper.. i jus wake up & i am tired i comfrim will show temper de..
all the way never talk.. to each other till reach hme we ok le hahas..

1 week 3 days left to go..
hais... time really pass fast.. hais D:
ILOVEYOU...

xoxo,

YOU ALL THAT I NEED NOW....

ytd.. stay over ad bee's place..
get scolded by daddy...
acc bee to pasar malam.. den daddy call mie.. ask mie where am i den i tel him go out eat lor.. he jitao said mie.. EAT EAT EAT LATER BECOME FAT.. den i said back not i eat my boyfriend eat.. lol.. den he ad there nag nag nag.. he even call jiejie.. so dame funny jiejie was on de bike & he called.. she jitao oso tio hahas...
after eating was playing with QQ hahas.. she almost bite mie hahas.. bee help her sis de boyfriend play mahjong while i palying com.. so dame bored ok.. afetr awhile was playing with bee pillow fight & off we go slp hahas.. tired...

bee woke up dame early today..
so he dota.. after awhile i saw bee gone... nvm den i continue slp.. den suddenly feel something licking my hand.. how i noe is QQ hahas... she cuddle with mie hahas.. den bee sis came in call QQ away.. den i slp awhile more i wake up le hahas. den QQ keep jumping up & down when she saw mie come out & when i wan go toilet she follow hahas.. super cute..
after awhile QQ went back hme le.. den we get prepared all this & off we went to bugis... was so super duper hot ok.. went ILUMA buy movie ticket Night at the Museum 2 den went to shi ma lu pray den off to bugis street.. nothing caught my eye hee.. den afetr dat went back ILUMA.. went play arcade.. bee try to catch de care bear for mie end up never hahas :D before reach ILUMA.. was in bee de sis boyfriend van den bee sis disiao bee.. dat time we was chating together in farmtown.. den bee suddenly said ILUMA = I LOVE U MELISSA ALWAYS.. den bee sis ask her bf eu noe wad ILUMA mean.. den she said dat night our conversation hahas :D
den de show start... de show super FUNNY & NICE..
afetr dat went buy TORI Q ( if i not wonrg ) back to bee's place eat
& afetr eating went back hme..
gonna slp early now ..

ciao.. goin start work tml (:

1 week 5 days left..
how do i live without you D:
ILOVEYOU...

xoxo,

WE BELONG TOGETHER...

picture of my lil bro playing de ball thing ad pasar malam..
was emoing ok.. had a lil tiff with bee... hais...
i am de first gerl reach sch ok..
was kind of worried for stella YY can?
mie & yeo min keep bomb her many call no answer all this..
today having SEA class test.. is an open book test
teacher so funny can.. mie & yeo min said mdm ng will give us de page to find de answer. den he answer.. mdm ng give page num onli i give eu all answer.. was laughing all de way with yeo min. sch end so early went mac have breakfast with yeo min.. walk round & round west mall.. went mos burger outside slack, chat & joke & bombing shuhui phone hahas :D
after dat while waiting for shuhui to come went arcade see ppl play game.. hahas :D
den went meet shuhui le.. off we went to jurong point.. & we settle down ad a photo shop outisde printing pic.. & we oso get de same handphone keychine den off we went to a japan resturn to have our lunch..
went went shop around.. brought a perfume for bee & off we went shop again.
& we decide to make a tee shirt for our bf after we get our pay haha :D
& after dat for our own :D hee.. decide to pierce my nose again but dunno bee allow anort lei? or pierce lips? hee =X still thinking lah hor hee :D i make a bag tag for bee & myself
afetr dat went back to bee's palce.. bee was a lil bit unhappy.. keep making him dun angry with mie.. after awhile of my disturbing he finally not angry..
after dat went down buy food all this.. bee cook dinner for mie..
was dame full ok.. afetr eating wash up all de plate den off i go hme after watching de 9pm show.. den off go hme le hee :D

1 week 9 days left to go... D:
treasure every moment we have now
ILOVEYOU..

xoxo,

MY GIRLS...

can see the bee & my name at his farm..

HOW DO I LIVE WITHOUT YOU...

boo i am back to blogging..
never went for PE today hahas..
so went to EEP lesson.. having class test hahas.. took only a few min to finish den off to west mall hahas.. gossiping ad mac hahas :D
after eating took train back to bee's place..
fall asleep & my phone kept ringing & ringing..
first time my dear stella called mie.. but i am half awake.. but when i heard her crying over de phone i straight awake & ask her wad happen.. OMG.. first time i heard her crying over de phone ok.. i ask her why she cried but dun wan tel mie she said tml den tel mie.. hope she cheer up bah :D & i receive shihui baobei de msg hahas.. after awhile i cant get back to slp..
so went to use com.. was playing guess the sketch on facebook..
around 5+ wake bee up & off to my place..
i shouldn't call bee caome today as he face tel mie he is tired & he fall asleep on my sofa.. hais..
but nvm.. after awhile i keep disturb him wake up & he acc mie awhile nia..
weeee... tml goin to have dating with bee.. GONNA TAKE NEOPRINT WITH HIM.. its been ages i last took neoprint with bee :D
ciao goin off le :D

2 more weeks to be with you around mie D:
how i wish time would stop....
ILOVEYOU...

xoxo,

boo i back to blogging..
finally i found a job to kill time when bee is in army this coming june..
next week can start work le hahas :)
will be busy in june.. but i still do have time for my girls... hahas :D

dame dat bloody gerl..
wa said till lyk she big fuck lyk dat..
she said to de other gerl wad wan said bad thing abt mie dun ad my back said infornt of mie lah.. wa.. dame angry ok when i hear this..
when de hell did i said thing abt her.. jus because i onli ask her abt her ring thing.. _|_ ok.. so i straight away said her.. dame sia.. i cant tolerate ppl sying thing ad my back which is so not true ok... errr... dame childish ok... idotic girl...

okok enough of dat idoitc gerl...
was crapping all de way hahas..
teacher today early dismiss..
so walk over to west mall acc shuhui & stella withdraw money den off to city hall with stella.. hahas she go work & i went for interview..
she good lor.. gt ppl acc her go work end work oso gt ppl acc.. haha..

after dat went over bee 's place
complain abt wad happen to him today..
& he so funny wa... ahlian liao wor hahas..
crazy him.. den wait for him get prepared & off to bankit for dinner & went pasar malam help mummy they all buy shark fin & help stella they all buy their perfume.. hahas..

ciao.. gonna end here..
night night reader :D

ILOVEYOU...

I WANT TO SING, SANG, SUNG....
hahas...

xoxo,

I MISS THIS BOY ALOT ALOT....

DAME BLOODY PISS OFF BY MY STUPID DAD OK... _|_
i only ask him can i stay over bee's place for 1 week & he scold scold scol all does thing.. & dame him ok.. he said wad i die oso won cry for him but if one day my bf die i will cry for him.. fcuk... so dame unreasonable ok...
i wan to geto out of tis bloody hell life... i enough of his stupid unreasonable word & enough of his scolding.. hais.. super moody now ok.. hais...
jus because of my lil bro exam fail & he vent all de anger on both mie & my sis.. in his & my mother eye my lil bro is apple of their eye ok... my lil bro is most precious to them ok... in this house.. i dun have anyone to turn to.. even if i have thing to tell them they won even care...life is so super hard to get on...
i noe he already give up hope on mie & my sis le.. as we study ITE mah... ITE= NO FUTURE dat is his thinking ok... when can we have PEACE.....
hais...........

FUCK EVERYTHING.. FEEL LYK CRYING OUT LOUD...
& live in my own world...

totally no mood to blog anymore...
continue blogging tomorrow..
sorry for not posting.. no mood...

to baby boy....
sorry for scolding all those vuglar word...
& if i show eu attitude or temper.. VERY SORRY....hope eu understand..
ILOVEYOU..

xoxo,

i brought this bag online..

FRIDAY..
woke up ad 5+ in de morning ok.. so suoer tired.. thanks bee for waking mie up..
didn't went to sch hahas...
so went to work with jiejie & her fren & my cousin & her fren..
was tired ok..
after work was planning to go bugis wib jiejie & her fren. but was so tired so never go.hahas..
first time i fall asleep in de train ok.. hahas... went up to bee hse with my shag face..
i open de door myself.. & i fall asleep beside him hahas..
slept till 6+ & off to my hse..
bee staying over my hse two days.. ad night went pasar malam wib shihui, kurt & another girl i dunno who.. brough 5 durian for $10 & bring it hme, i brought shark fin* my all time favourite*,waffle hot dog & chocolate tutu..hahas..

SAT...
rot ad hme de whole day..
was super tired ok.. bee wake mie up so early so he keep disturb mie wake up hahas..
he wan to eat mac but i am tired so he went to minimart to buy tibits hahas.
den i woke up off we went to plaza to deposit my money & asking around for jobs & finding for glossy legging.. i found 1 but dat one not glossy enough..
after everything went hme & have our afternoon nap hahas.. woke up have dinner all this & watch herbie on channal 5.
watch finish bee using com & i am playing jiejie de DS hahas..
den i bath all this den off we went to watch show..
slept ad 1+ was playing pillow fight with bee hahas...

SUN...
woke up dame late today.. was playing pillow fight again hahas
went prepared all this & went plaza for our lunch hahas..
brought a handbag online.. de bag is from taiwan de.. asking bee de jiejie help mie order..
bee is now playing jiejie de DS.. gonna snatch from him le hahas..
ciao.. gonna get prepared & off to bee's place le :)

ILOVEYOU...

sorry girlfriend... for not going out with you guys.. i wan acc my boyfriend more until he went in army.. sorry...

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
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