looking at does piture we use to take together. make mie feel down & feel like crying... how i wish time could turn back to the time we use to had.. love & like a person is just equally hard. my life sux... my blog is rotting so nw i am here blogging hehe helping yok chan to display all her drawing hehe (: dun steal de pic hor ahahs..
didn't went to sch todae.. haiz haiz haiz.. went have lunch wib him(ex boyfriend).. haiz.. stupid him keep disiao mie.. after eating went slack at my house downstair.. i suddenly cried.. haiz.. i jus so sad ok... haiz.. after dat plan to went back plaza find lee bin they all de.. but they go liao..sian... love & like a person is hard... retarded is love (: 21 11 o7 - 26 o1 o8 our story ended.... you will neber be replace in my heart... went out wib yok chan, lee bin, li ying, pei yi they all. den went bugis acc pei yi laopo buy cloth den mit de rest of them.. den after dat went funan mall li ying, yok chan, lee bin neber go wib us.. cause they haben buy finish their cloth.. so left mie & pei yi laopo & the guys... den after dat see the guys play game den so bored took sum pic wib pei yi laopo.. my leg dame pain cn... to derek chua le xiang : ( if you got see my blog pls tag my blog ) sorry for all de thing i have done.. i have hurt eu time & time again.. i promise eu tis.. on ur birthday i will celebrtae wib eu & eu will celebrate wib mie on my birthday... looking back at the time we use to had make mie feel so sad.. i cry agian.. i think bad of the memories we had & de mistake i've done.. de fact is dat i still miee & love you....i said give mie some time to change back to de past i use to mie.. & you agreed to wait till i've change.. i regret does thing i have done.. somtime i think i jus nod worth ur love & eu to waste time on mie to wait for mie to change? i hope eu will think properly & make ur decision? i still do love you & its true? wondering wad is in his mind nw?
mayb all tis while he dun trust mie ad all.. i trying beri hard to keep tis relationship goin i reali hope he would do de same too... saddness is all i have nw... will be MIA for time been.. tis will be my last post.. will be back to blog when i am no longer sad anymore? hope his feeling won faded away.. hope he won leave mie alone as wad he promise mie eu won leave mie.. i am reali tried beri tired.. i am tired frm all ur stupid thinking.. i love him, i really do love him... goin insane soon hais...... mie & him had been together for 1 year 2 month 4 dae.. ILOVEYOU baby; GOODBYE READERS :'( cried again todae? M for melissa, P for pei yi,S for sabrina, S for shi hui loves them x33 didn't attend sch todae.. stupid fever high again... arrrr... when cn my fever recover.. haiz... miss lesson again.. rotting ad hme.. so bored.. my cramp is killing mie arrr... carnt see baby.. baby i need you by my side (: wondering has baby de fever recover already? nth to post abt.. bye bye.. mie & baby had been together for 1 year 2 month 2 dae x33 ILOVEYOU; sian.. stupid fever is killing mie lately.. keep ok den cum back again.. stupid.. carnt go find baby.. cause mie & him are having fever too hehe (: went to sch todae. after recess went report sick carnt tahan my stupid fever.. after dat took cab hms as i am so sick carnt even walk properly.. went to my bed & fall asleep till 2 call baby awhile den kup liao went back slp.. slp till 6+ den went see doc.. went there my tempurture is 38.3 ytd even more worst cn 38.6 my head is dame pain cn? wake sis up haahs.. she help mie call my marmie wake up.. den marmie help mie put ice water.. den de tempurture down liao.. mie & baby had been together for 1 year 2 month 1 dae(: ILOVEYOU; weets.. tml mie & baby finally 2 years together le.. (: iloveyou baby.. i miss you too.. i really hope mie & him will last (: todae went out wib marmie, daddi & my bro. went this fashion brought one dress, blue skinny & one spaghetti hee.. plan for nw is buy white skinny.. after dat headed to mustafa centre to buy my bro de shirt.. brought one cologne.. de smell dame nice cn strawberry de .. de pic is disney pic hahas.. hmms.. i miss baby hell lots...
mie & baby had been togetehr for 1 year 33 dae. ILOVEYOU; tml our 2 year annivesary.. HAPPY BELATED 18 BIRTHDAY SIS X33 no present for eu tis year ahahs (: every seem fine nw.. manage to mit baby todae. neber went to sch cause stomach beri pain.. headed fajar mit baby ad 12 + den have lunch wib baby de mummy, sister & brother.. after dat pei baby & his parent go out.. stupid baby make mie laugh till my stomach pain again.. baby piggy back mie a chair sit.. after dat when goin hme.. stupid baby in his father car make us laugh cn.. baby todae so dame cute & funnie.. stupid him keep said mie if touch him need pay money all tis.. make mie laugh lyk hell cn.. i keep tickle him hahas.. i enjoy todae.. & i love baby hell lots... mie & baby had been together for 1 month 31 dae. ILOVEYOU baby; baby is having fever nw.. haiz.. mayb i nod a good girlfriend to you.. when he is sick i nod by his side.. i am a failure, a big failure.. every nite when i fall alsleep i slping wib fear.. i fear dat eu might leave mie? & todae.. i told eu i was goin out wib my fren i call eu go rest after eu take ur medicine.. but eu said i neber care abt eu.. eu noe how worried i am when eu sick. haiz, haiz, haiz... i noe de past few dae i was in de wrong.. but eu still said i neber care abt eu & fren are important den eu.. i treat eu & my fren equally ok.. haiz.. sorry baby :( ytd manage to mit baby pei him go go take his pay. in de bus we neber tok.. den end up he tok to mie.. but baby said sumthing den i anyhow think.. haiz... y does he keep on giving mie fear den happiness haiz.. sch was totally boring cn.. sian sian sian.. i miss baby hell lots.. ad nite tok to baby awhile den lee bin called mie to call her den call her awhile den call back baby he neber ans.. den i ask him all does stupid question question.. i cried cn.. baby i reali dun wan lose eu anymore.. i noe all those word i said to eu are silly kkz.. but i didn't mean it.. i already told eu is my fren call mie den eu wan suspect mie again.. i tot eu trust mie but i was worng... ya i noe eu cn live without mie? but do eu noe i carnt live without eu... i guess i have to cry myself to slp again.. i cried while toking to lee bin cn? y carnt he understand how i feel & wad i wan haiz.... mie & baby had been together for 1 month 24 dae
ILOVEYOU; i really do... i carnt live without you... fcuk,fcuk,fcuk..... todae get sent hme due to my dyed hair.. fcuk.. early dun wan catch nw den catch wth... was totally so piss off cn.. i hate dat stupid sch... miss todae lesson. sian... goodbye my colour hair.. gonna dye it back le.. sob sob :'( haiz todae i onli noe i nod in de gd mood.. mie & baby had been together for 1 month 19 dae
ILOVEYOU; baby, you are all i ever one since the dae we met i fall in love with you deeply i need you badly baby i swear i would make you my last romance i wan to be pampared by you, love by you i dun ever wan leave eu again i engrave your name in my heart so dat i won forget the love you gave mie your love is irreplaceable.. i still remember de first time we met.. i still remember de first time we celebrate 2oo6 christmas.. i still remember de frist time i celebrated 2oo6 valentine dae wib you.. i still remember de joy & laughter we had... i still remember de first time i creid for eu.. i still remember de first time we've qurreal.. i still remember de time we celebrated 2oo7 christmas together.. i reali wan forget de bad times we had but i carnt.. everything jus repeat on my mind.. i reali wan forget hais... baby you are all i wanted.. dun leave mie will eu? MY LOVE FOR YOU WOULD NEBER CHANGE; DEREK CHUA LE XIANG IS MY LOVE... friday didn't went to sch as i having headach all de way ad hme slept till 3+ den bring my bro go buy his thing after dat headed hme.. baby still slping.. den i neber disturb him den he woke up ad 10pm.. he slp till so swit cn? pig is pig so cannot change de fact ahahs... todae.. rotting ad hme all de way.. woke up ad 3+ den msg baby he still slping. he woke up ad 4+ den he went to work.. tok on de phone wib him for onli a few min nia.. sian tml still have tution.. nw waiting for him to finsh work den call him agian.. nite nite reader.. mie & baby had been togetehr for 1 month 16 dae ILOVEYOU; first dae of sch todae..
was so excited to see my sister hahas.. aiyoo.. shi hui baobei arH? first dae of sch neber cum hahas.. sch was fun todae.. our co form teacher change liao.. sian.. enjoy todae chinese lesson.. disiao chinese teacher hahas.. we said new year dae go her hse vivit her den take ang bao hahas.. den she call us transult a few sentence to english den we dunno mah? li ying go ask other ppl to help hahas.. den teacher said out de word dame funny lor she said de english.. we laugh ad her cn hahas.. after sch headed to baby hse to acc him.. went there liao he told mie wad happen ad sch lor.. stupid him keep said i fat.. wth.. i am nod fat cn hmph... naughty him lah hahas.. after awhile he tired den he go slp.. wth.. left mie alone looking ad him slp.. he call mie to slp oso cause he see mie so tired... den i dun wan slp intend to watch him slp.. he said eu wan go hme liao ask his si help mie open de door den go lor.. cause he wan continue his beauty slp.. hahas.. den 5+ i intend to wake him up sent mie go out de but i scared to spoil his beauty slp & ltr he angry den become mad liao den i dun intend to wake him up lor.. so i call her sis to help mie open de door & i went hme lor.. den i msg baby said i go first.. den he wake up he call mie said wad i pang seh him.. =.='' hahas.. den i msg him ask him if he is angry.. den he said no.. after dat i went to slp till 7 den woke up msg baby neber reply den call him he said msg him den kup liao.. den i msg him neber reply.. den i call him neber ans.. den jus nw msg him ask him if he is asleep den he reply one word no onli den i reply he no reply again.. den i msg him again ask him if he reali asleep no reply again.. haiz.. wad wrong wib him? wad did i do wrong sial? keep msg him dun wan reply.. said wad msg him end up oso bo reply my msg.. haiz... i dun care liao lah.. i dun wan msg him liao le.. wait till he ownself msg mie.. hmph... mie & baby had been together for 1 month 13 dae ILOVEYOU; will you leave mie? |
HIS'sexychick MSmelissa Sweet 20 I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes yuantingLOVE A girl who is like a big sister to me in my eye. Be there for me when i need a listening ear :) be it good time s& bad time she is always love by me <3 shirleyFATFAT A girl who been through with me for 7 years+, she is lyk my 2nd bf been tolerating my attitude & nonsense :) even though we might not meet up dat often but i still love her & no one can replace her <3 janiceBBles A girl who been there to listen to all my nonsense, who tolerate my irritating character, been there for me to listen to me when i cry talking craps & nonsense together. forever she will be my BB 25 oct 2010 we been togetehr hahas love her lots <3 Favourite People sissy'NG♥ ♥ ♥ babyboyx33♥ ♥ ♥ hannahCOUSIN♥ ♥ rachel♥ ♥ jean♥ ♥ sophia♥ ♥ cheryl yeomin♥♥ yuanmei yuanting♥♥♥ sinyi shihui♥ ♥ xxshihuileebin♥ zhicheng pamela♥ ♥ lovell peiyi♥ ♥ ferlyn teresa sherry♥ ♥ kellie noelle♥ xiaoer♥ pawena GOSSIP Move shake drop Create a playlist at MixPod.com The past December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 November 2011 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 August 2012 September 2012 November 2012 January 2013 February 2013 |