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Thursday, January 31, 2008Photobucket





looking at does piture we use to take together.
make mie feel down & feel like crying...
how i wish time could turn back to the time we use to had..
love & like a person is just equally hard.

my life sux...
my blog is rotting so nw i am here blogging hehe
helping yok chan to display all her drawing hehe (:
dun steal de pic hor ahahs..
didn't went to sch todae.. haiz haiz haiz..
went have lunch wib him(ex boyfriend)..
haiz.. stupid him keep disiao mie..

after eating went slack at my house downstair..
i suddenly cried.. haiz.. i jus so sad ok...
haiz.. after dat plan to went back plaza find lee bin they all de.. but they go liao..sian...

love & like a person is hard...
retarded is love (:



xoxo,
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Sunday, January 27, 2008Photobucket










21 11 o7 - 26 o1 o8
our story ended.... you will neber be replace in my heart...

went out wib yok chan, lee bin, li ying, pei yi they all.
den went bugis acc pei yi laopo buy cloth den mit de rest of them..
den after dat went funan mall li ying, yok chan, lee bin neber go wib us..
cause they haben buy finish their cloth.. so left mie & pei yi laopo & the guys...
den after dat see the guys play game den so bored took sum pic wib pei yi laopo.. my leg dame pain cn...

to derek chua le xiang : ( if you got see my blog pls tag my blog )
sorry for all de thing i have done.. i have hurt eu time & time again..
i promise eu tis.. on ur birthday i will celebrtae wib eu & eu will celebrate wib mie on my birthday... looking back at the time we use to had make mie feel so sad.. i cry agian.. i think bad of the memories we had & de mistake i've done.. de fact is dat i still miee & love you....i said give mie some time to change back to de past i use to mie.. & you agreed to wait till i've change.. i regret does thing i have done.. somtime i think i jus nod worth ur love & eu to waste time on mie to wait for mie to change? i hope eu will think properly & make ur decision? i still do love you & its true?



xoxo,
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Friday, January 25, 2008Photobucket

wondering wad is in his mind nw?
mayb all tis while he dun trust mie ad all..
i trying beri hard to keep tis relationship goin
i reali hope he would do de same too...
saddness is all i have nw...
will be MIA for time been..
tis will be my last post..
will be back to blog when i am no longer sad anymore?
hope his feeling won faded away..
hope he won leave mie alone as wad he promise mie eu won leave mie..
i am reali tried beri tired.. i am tired frm all ur stupid thinking..
i love him, i really do love him... goin insane soon

hais......

mie & him had been together for 1 year 2 month 4 dae..
ILOVEYOU baby;


GOODBYE READERS :'(
xoxo,
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Thursday, January 24, 2008Photobucket
if i die would you forget mie?
if i die would you be holding my hand?
if i die would you cry for mie?

cried again todae?
hais..... he didn't even msg mie one time from morning..
haiz.. its make mie really sad ok...
does he joe how sad i am?
feel lyk crying in de klass but i try to smile instead?
when i call eu using laopo de phone
he shouted ad mie & den kup de phone..
nw i reali carnt stand it anymore i cried..
i keep msg him & call him no reply..
after dat i use laopo de phone msg him.. after awhile he msg mie.. onli one word he goin slp.. hais... i msg him alot yet he onli reply one msg..
mayb i no longer important to him anymore?
mayb he dun love mie anymore?
i really beri sad beri sad
when i need a listening ear he's nod here for mie?
hais... if he dun love mie its nod so surprise ad all?
i am a failure a big big big failure? I HATE MYSELF
i already trying my best to keep our relationship goin?
if he leave mie its nod surprise too cause i am nod a good girlfriend?
hais....
baby cn eu please love mie more & care abt mie more?
i cry because i wan ur care, ur pampared ur love?
i show attitude ad eu because i wan ur attention?
i dun care if other dun trust mie, love mie, care abt mie?
but i do care dat eu trust mie, love mie & care abt mie?


mie & baby had been together for 1 year 2 month 3 dae
ILOVEYOU i really do;











xoxo,
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008Photobucket

M for melissa, P for pei yi,S for sabrina, S for shi hui
loves them x33

didn't attend sch todae..
stupid fever high again...
arrrr... when cn my fever recover..
haiz... miss lesson again..

rotting ad hme.. so bored..
my cramp is killing mie arrr...
carnt see baby.. baby i need you by my side (:
wondering has baby de fever recover already?

nth to post abt..
bye bye..

mie & baby had been together for 1 year 2 month 2 dae x33
ILOVEYOU;
xoxo,
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008Photobucket
sian.. stupid fever is killing mie lately..
keep ok den cum back again..
stupid.. carnt go find baby..
cause mie & him are having fever too hehe (:

went to sch todae.
after recess went report sick carnt tahan my stupid fever..
after dat took cab hms as i am so sick carnt even walk properly..
went to my bed & fall asleep till 2
call baby awhile den kup liao went back slp..
slp till 6+
den went see doc..
went there my tempurture is 38.3
ytd even more worst cn 38.6 my head is dame pain cn?
wake sis up haahs.. she help mie call my marmie wake up..
den marmie help mie put ice water.. den de tempurture down liao..

mie & baby had been together for 1 year 2 month 1 dae(:
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,
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Sunday, January 20, 2008Photobucket

weets.. tml mie & baby finally 2 years together le.. (:
iloveyou baby..
i miss you too.. i really hope mie & him will last (:

todae went out wib marmie, daddi & my bro.
went this fashion brought one dress, blue skinny & one spaghetti
hee.. plan for nw is buy white skinny..
after dat headed to mustafa centre to buy my bro de shirt..
brought one cologne.. de smell dame nice cn strawberry de .. de pic is disney pic hahas..
hmms.. i miss baby hell lots...

mie & baby had been togetehr for 1 year 33 dae.
ILOVEYOU;
tml our 2 year annivesary..
xoxo,
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Friday, January 18, 2008Photobucket

HAPPY BELATED 18 BIRTHDAY SIS X33
no present for eu tis year ahahs (:


every seem fine nw..
manage to mit baby todae.
neber went to sch cause stomach beri pain..

headed fajar mit baby ad 12 +
den have lunch wib baby de mummy, sister & brother..
after dat pei baby & his parent go out..
stupid baby make mie laugh till my stomach pain again..
baby piggy back mie a chair sit..
after dat when goin hme.. stupid baby in his father car make us laugh cn..
baby todae so dame cute & funnie.. stupid him keep said mie if touch him need pay money all tis.. make mie laugh lyk hell cn.. i keep tickle him hahas..
i enjoy todae.. & i love baby hell lots...

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 31 dae.
ILOVEYOU baby;

xoxo,
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008Photobucket
baby is having fever nw..
haiz.. mayb i nod a good girlfriend to you..
when he is sick i nod by his side..
i am a failure, a big failure..
every nite when i fall alsleep i slping wib fear..
i fear dat eu might leave mie?
& todae.. i told eu i was goin out wib my fren i call eu go rest after eu take ur medicine.. but eu said i neber care abt eu.. eu noe how worried i am when eu sick. haiz, haiz, haiz...
i noe de past few dae i was in de wrong.. but eu still said i neber care abt eu & fren are important den eu.. i treat eu & my fren equally ok..
haiz.. sorry baby :(
xoxo,
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Friday, January 11, 2008Photobucket


ytd manage to mit baby
pei him go go take his pay.
in de bus we neber tok.. den end up he tok to mie..
but baby said sumthing den i anyhow think.. haiz...
y does he keep on giving mie fear den happiness haiz..

sch was totally boring cn..
sian sian sian.. i miss baby hell lots..
ad nite tok to baby awhile den lee bin called mie to call her den call her awhile den call back baby he neber ans.. den i ask him all does stupid question question.. i cried cn..
baby i reali dun wan lose eu anymore..
i noe all those word i said to eu are silly kkz..
but i didn't mean it.. i already told eu is my fren call mie
den eu wan suspect mie again.. i tot eu trust mie but i was worng...
ya i noe eu cn live without mie? but do eu noe i carnt live without eu...
i guess i have to cry myself to slp again..
i cried while toking to lee bin cn?
y carnt he understand how i feel & wad i wan haiz....


mie & baby had been together for 1 month 24 dae
ILOVEYOU; i really do...
i carnt live without you...
xoxo,
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Monday, January 07, 2008Photobucket

fcuk,fcuk,fcuk.....

todae get sent hme due to my dyed hair..
fcuk.. early dun wan catch nw den catch wth...
was totally so piss off cn..
i hate dat stupid sch...
miss todae lesson. sian...

goodbye my colour hair..
gonna dye it back le.. sob sob :'(
haiz todae i onli noe i nod in de gd mood..
mie & baby had been together for 1 month 19 dae
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,
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Saturday, January 05, 2008Photobucket



baby, you are all i ever one
since the dae we met
i fall in love with you deeply
i need you badly baby
i swear i would make you my last romance
i wan to be pampared by you, love by you
i dun ever wan leave eu again
i engrave your name in my heart so dat i won forget the love you gave mie
your love is irreplaceable..
i still remember de first time we met..
i still remember de first time we celebrate 2oo6 christmas..
i still remember de frist time i celebrated 2oo6 valentine dae wib you..
i still remember de joy & laughter we had...
i still remember de first time i creid for eu..
i still remember de first time we've qurreal..
i still remember de time we celebrated 2oo7 christmas together..
i reali wan forget de bad times we had but i carnt.. everything jus repeat on my mind.. i reali wan forget hais...
baby you are all i wanted.. dun leave mie will eu?
MY LOVE FOR YOU WOULD NEBER CHANGE;
DEREK CHUA LE XIANG IS MY LOVE...

friday didn't went to sch as i having headach
all de way ad hme slept till 3+ den bring my bro go buy his thing
after dat headed hme.. baby still slping.. den i neber disturb him
den he woke up ad 10pm.. he slp till so swit cn?
pig is pig so cannot change de fact ahahs...
todae.. rotting ad hme all de way..
woke up ad 3+ den msg baby he still slping.
he woke up ad 4+
den he went to work.. tok on de phone wib him for onli a few min nia..
sian tml still have tution.. nw waiting for him to finsh work den call him agian..
nite nite reader..

mie & baby had been togetehr for 1 month 16 dae
ILOVEYOU;

xoxo,
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008Photobucket

first dae of sch todae..
was so excited to see my sister hahas..
aiyoo.. shi hui baobei arH? first dae of sch neber cum hahas..
sch was fun todae.. our co form teacher change liao..
sian.. enjoy todae chinese lesson.. disiao chinese teacher hahas..
we said new year dae go her hse vivit her den take ang bao hahas..
den she call us transult a few sentence to english den we dunno mah? li ying go ask other ppl to help hahas.. den teacher said out de word dame funny lor she said de english.. we laugh ad her cn hahas..

after sch headed to baby hse to acc him..
went there liao he told mie wad happen ad sch lor..
stupid him keep said i fat.. wth.. i am nod fat cn hmph...
naughty him lah hahas.. after awhile he tired den he go slp.. wth.. left mie alone looking ad him slp.. he call mie to slp oso cause he see mie so tired... den i dun wan slp intend to watch him slp.. he said eu wan go hme liao ask his si help mie open de door den go lor.. cause he wan continue his beauty slp.. hahas..
den 5+ i intend to wake him up sent mie go out de but i scared to spoil his beauty slp & ltr he angry den become mad liao den i dun intend to wake him up lor.. so i call her sis to help mie open de door & i went hme lor.. den i msg baby said i go first.. den he wake up he call mie said wad i pang seh him.. =.='' hahas.. den i msg him ask him if he is angry.. den he said no.. after dat i went to slp till 7 den woke up msg baby neber reply den call him he said msg him den kup liao.. den i msg him neber reply.. den i call him neber ans.. den jus nw msg him ask him if he is asleep den he reply one word no onli den i reply he no reply again.. den i msg him again ask him if he reali asleep no reply again..
haiz.. wad wrong wib him? wad did i do wrong sial? keep msg him dun wan reply.. said wad msg him end up oso bo reply my msg.. haiz... i dun care liao lah.. i dun wan msg him liao le.. wait till he ownself msg mie.. hmph...

mie & baby had been together for 1 month 13 dae
ILOVEYOU;
will you leave mie?


xoxo,
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I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes
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