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I HATE MY FATHER...

ytd went to my grandma hse.
den nuer de marmie keep asking mie alot of question cn.
den after dat 10+ went find nuer.
den half way she pang seh mie fcuk.

den plan to on ad my frenz hse de.
fcuk daddi last min said annot wth.
i hate my father lah.
den ad hme keep kaobei here & there.
den he go kol laogong.
haiz dunno WTH hell he tok to him lor.
after dat i kol laogong.
he told mie wad daddi said to him.
i cried eu noe.
i admit dat i mad ok...
den laogong told mie dat in de first he shouldn't wib mie.
we almost break up kkz.

i cried de whole nite & i dat time reali dunno wad i am doin ok.
i do sumthing reali dame stupid. i almost open de window & end my life.
i told laogong i cannot afford to lose him. i told him all de thing i keep to myself for soo long.

i told him i cannot afford to lose him.
he's de one dat give mie happines, make mie happy when i am down & he's de one dat make mie fall in love wib him deeply. he's de one dat make mie noe wad is true love. i real cannot afford to lose him. i wan tis relatioship to last long.
if my father think dat if eu leave mie i will be happy i dun think soo.
i won be happy as lyk de past. if he leave mie i dunno wad i will do. mayb i will end my life too.
ytd i second time hear laogong cried i cried too. he kol mie to be a gd gerl when he leave mie. i won be a gd gerl, i won listen to my father. i would rather end my life.
bt nw everything ok liao.
i beg laogong nod to leave mie kkz. i reali wan him by my side. his my everything.
i willing to give up anything jus for him. i willing to end my life jus for him if he leave mie.

mie & laogong had been together 7 month 9 dae.
laogong i noe we have been through thick & thin to be together.
laogong i reali hope eu will remember de promise eu make to mie.
i hope there won be empty promise anymore.
its nod ur fault ad all kkz. laogong i dun wan eu blame urself anymore kkz.
ILOVEYOU' wib all my heart.

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes

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