The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

THIS IS THE LAST TIME I GONNA GIVE IN....

i have delete de post i perviously post..
have patch thing up with botak bee le...

but i does wonder
does he still ever love mie??
but i really does hurt to see him saying mie CRAZY...
& i really HATE him scolding all those vulgar word out...

does he noe my feeling..
ok i noe i'm softhearted.. i give in this time again...
hais...

our quarrel start out lyk this
starting he called mie we was ok joke around with each other.
after he bath come out he called mie
de war start...
i answer de phone.. de sound & voice totally different from botak bee.
dat guy sound lyk malaysia guy.. den i keep said hello very loud & alot of time but still no sound of his voice.. i ask dat person who is he de person no respond..
den i hang up..
i call him back now finally his voice i ask mie wad i doin & he told mie he keep say hello i never respond him.. den i tel him i oso keep said hello den i told him i never hear ur voice instead i hear other ppl voice.
den he said nvm lah go do ur thing lah den hang up.. wth.. den i msg him..
we started to quarrel all this den all his vulgar word all come out..
tears start to roll down.. hais.. den keep call him hang up my phone fuck_|_
i totally very angry & msg him telling him i wont give in this time. & he said who wan you give in siao & vulgar word.. hais... it hurt mie even more when he siad i CRAZY......... hais...
so after awhile i give in again... & he attitude mie back again wth...
fine.. den i call him up & he answer..

after everything we ok le.. hais..

he keep quarreling with mie make mie even think more on de negative side..
sometime he treat mie dame sweet sometime he treat mie not so sweet. hais..
i dunno what de hell is he thinking.. & still does he still love mie lyk before.. i just simply want to noe de truth dat all......

i feel lyk asking him this..
touch ur heart & think what i have done to you all
does good time we had together,
trying to make you happy & put a smile on ur face everyday, when you having fever looking after you de whole night & have a lil bit of sleep, rushing down to get kool fever pad for you, trying my best to be ur best girlfriend, every quarrel we quarrel does vulgar come out from you i tolerate..

i never ask for more from you..
just a simple THANK YOU & ur sweet talk, ur caring from you will do..
but what i get in de end..
ur scolding, your stupid attitude..
i noe i was in de wrong to hang up just lyk dat.. but is it wrong to hang up a call which de person is not you?

hais nvm.. what past is already past...
I WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP TO LAST THAT WHY I GIVING IN ALL TIME
but i hope he won't take it for granted..
it talk two hand to clap & two person to build up a strong relationship..

but i jus sense that i am de only person keeping this relationhsip going & build up this relationship strong?

Hopefully my sense is wrong bah... :)

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
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