The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

i am posting at office now.. i have alot alot of thing to say but sometime when i told you i think you also wont understand how i feel.. mayb to you i might think too much but i jus wan to say here i doubt you would come & see...

this 2 year 6 month+ all those tear i cry for you..
how many time mus you hurt me?? what did eu promise me all this while? all is jus a empty promise you make...
the 5th time you say you are leaving me.. all this while you have been saying it 5 time!!

you treat this relationship as a game or am i the girl whom will accompany you when you need me by ur side or eu only need me to wake eu up every morning as ur alarm clock...

ya i may not be perfect & not understanding in your eye..
you wan do wad when did i stop you from doing the stuff you wan
you promise me you smoke 3 stick a day ended up you break ur promise quarrel over this stuff over & again..
dota? you wan play i let you play but not when i am beside you..
this is not understanding enough? ya i may be selfish when eu are tired i force you to acc me.
but you must understand now our time been together is getting lesser even ur stupid army is taking away our weekend...

did you know i really afraid to love again?
did you spare a thought for me?
all this while you are the one who been saying break up to me..
when did i ever say it to you before.. you should know that i can't live without you & how much i love you..
ya you might doubt my words sometime.. but all my words to you is true & real..

i afraid to think of FOREVER this word anymore..
telling you what i wish for the future
i thought you are the one who will understand me well but i am wrong..
you are like those people who will leave me anytime...
i told myself i dun wan see far anymore let's fate decide our way weather are we mend to be together or wad...

this is the last chance i giving you already i am tired of everything...
weather you treasure me or not this is the last time i gona hold onto you...
it might hurt alot & once i let go i might not use to it will still get use to it...

this dosen't mean i dun love you anymore
i do love you & treasure our relationship
i really hope you will cherish this one last chance i giving you
i hope your feeling for me still there....
i miss the first time i knew eu & those honeymoon period we have...

i promise you i willing to change to the girl you want i hope you will change to the guy i want too...

相爱真的没有那么容易。。i hope you understand how i feel...

xoxo,

HAPPY 2 YEAR 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO US <3<3

time paass real fast we have been together for 2 year 6 month...

we have alot alot alot..
does tears i shed for you ,does smile i smile for you

even though you say 5 times break up in our relationship i never fail to let you go as i knew i won't find any guy like you

ya people may say you dun seem to cherish our relationship & why i still love you so much..
i love you cause you are different from others..
your care, your love you gave me, the way you treat me is unexplainable..
we may seem so different from our coupal..
the more we quarrel de more our love grew

i hope we may grow old together i love you boy <3

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
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