The leading lady of his life

Two is better then one

i am posting at office now.. i have alot alot of thing to say but sometime when i told you i think you also wont understand how i feel.. mayb to you i might think too much but i jus wan to say here i doubt you would come & see...

this 2 year 6 month+ all those tear i cry for you..
how many time mus you hurt me?? what did eu promise me all this while? all is jus a empty promise you make...
the 5th time you say you are leaving me.. all this while you have been saying it 5 time!!

you treat this relationship as a game or am i the girl whom will accompany you when you need me by ur side or eu only need me to wake eu up every morning as ur alarm clock...

ya i may not be perfect & not understanding in your eye..
you wan do wad when did i stop you from doing the stuff you wan
you promise me you smoke 3 stick a day ended up you break ur promise quarrel over this stuff over & again..
dota? you wan play i let you play but not when i am beside you..
this is not understanding enough? ya i may be selfish when eu are tired i force you to acc me.
but you must understand now our time been together is getting lesser even ur stupid army is taking away our weekend...

did you know i really afraid to love again?
did you spare a thought for me?
all this while you are the one who been saying break up to me..
when did i ever say it to you before.. you should know that i can't live without you & how much i love you..
ya you might doubt my words sometime.. but all my words to you is true & real..

i afraid to think of FOREVER this word anymore..
telling you what i wish for the future
i thought you are the one who will understand me well but i am wrong..
you are like those people who will leave me anytime...
i told myself i dun wan see far anymore let's fate decide our way weather are we mend to be together or wad...

this is the last chance i giving you already i am tired of everything...
weather you treasure me or not this is the last time i gona hold onto you...
it might hurt alot & once i let go i might not use to it will still get use to it...

this dosen't mean i dun love you anymore
i do love you & treasure our relationship
i really hope you will cherish this one last chance i giving you
i hope your feeling for me still there....
i miss the first time i knew eu & those honeymoon period we have...

i promise you i willing to change to the girl you want i hope you will change to the guy i want too...

相爱真的没有那么容易。。i hope you understand how i feel...

xoxo,

MSmelissa Sweet 20
I may not be that perfect in people eyes, i hide my tears away from you & don't allow you to knows cause i don't want you to see the weakest part of me. Judge me from who i am not from your eyes

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